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from previous meM.oir)
... said your
body looked peaceful. I didn't think so. I thought you
looked more happier with me and at Disneyland. Don't you
want to do things like that with me anymore? I don't think
you understand, I need you. I may seem selfish, but I
love you. I become very sad when I think of you gone.
It's very hard to know that your gone. I was thinking
about death today and remembered Suzie, bugsey, and Elmer,
grandpa, Pop... Grandpa most. And now you... No! No! I
want you back, Please! I'm desperate at times. I'm alone
now, come back! We got new fish, We've named them the
characters of "The King and I". We've got 5
& 10 gallon tanks, Mom and Jackie are at a Jafra party.
Jackie's a Jafra consultant. Steve Sanchez is my new friend,
he plays Chulalonghorn, a boy that is heir to throne.
Grandma why mustn't you talk to me? especially at my need?
I feel so helpless, so alone!
Something missing
from my heart.
Your Sad Grandson,
Michael Booth