Lord forgive
me for what I'm thinking. But are you really there? Is
there a God? When I close my eyes I see nothing, that's
where my faith is: nothing. I want to believe, I do! God!
Rhett has been dead 5 months now, oh Lord! I can't take
it anymore. I hate myself. No more life, no more pain.
I'm afriad. I want to kill myself, but I'm afriad that
I will die .. or that I won't.
Why has all
this happened?
...back...
