Well, things
have changed a (little?). Lynn no longer is interested
in me. She probably cares less about me. Joni is my new
interest in life. But is she interested in me? She was
when I liked Lynn. It's a soap opera! What are the reasons
of living if there is no reward? Is life the reward? If
it is, I quote from my friend Rhett:
"Life
sucks, then you die"
He knows that
for a fact. Maybe dying is the reward for holding out
during life.
I got stoned
for the first time Thursday. It was weird. I plan on doing
lot s of things. Wait! I don't plan (if plan then something
will go wrong) I know it.
First play
will be "Glimpses". Then later we may do "Hair"
or "Celebration". I'm not smoking as much cloves
as I used to.
Joni .. ahhh
that name.
I wonder if
I will ever make love with her. Not as long as she likes
Bart. Grrrrr Bart! She can't help her feelings about who
she likes. But that's another fucking thing about life.
"Hey life,
fuck my dead dog!"
Billy Idol
is cool.
Michael R.
Booth
...back...
