Well hello
again you lusty readers you. The time has come again to
write my true feelings. Chris and I went to bed! (a Sunday)
We spent the
whole night exploring each others body. But we didn't
go all the way. He told me I had a huge (well not huge,
maybe big) cock. I really don't think so. I measured it
one day and it was a good eight inches. Is it big? They
say the average penis is six inches long. Wow! It doesn't
look that big (to me). Anyways it was a wonderful experience.
And I would do it again (for sure). I was very satisfied
although I didn't come (neither did Chris). Oh Well! Chris
told me (on my birthday. Yuk! I'll tell you about it later,
if you're lucky) that he didn't want or was ready for
that kind of relationship. Now tonight he tells me he
loves me! Does he really? It's scary. He's scared! I'm
terrified! What do I feel? I don't want to hurt Chris
like the others. It would ruin our friendship (for sure!).
I love Chris, but IN love? I don't know. I'll know later
for sure (probably when it's too late!) But I would like
to go to bed with him again. If I knew now that it would
ruin our friendship, I would never!
