12:20am
Had a fun time
tonite. Went by and saw Sharol at the video store, then
proceeded to get stoned then off to meet Sharol at Round
Table. After dinner we smoked some more pot and went driving,
then had coffee at Wilsons. Exciting night, huh?! Life
in Paso Robles, it's great!
Fuck.
I need to get
out of here, FAST.
Thoughts tonite
are on Kelly, Christian and Chris. Christian is gay. Extremly
gay! I wouldn't mind fooling around with him, but I don't
think Kelly would take it with a grain of salt. Kelly
freaked when I told her about Freeman and Chris. Wow!
Has my life changed! Still don't have strong feelings
for men, but some feelings are there. There is very very
few men I'd go to bed with. So fare there's been Chris
(The first time) and Freeman (weight instructor). Candidates
are now Christian (Oh wow, he's so beautiful) and John
Turono. Feelings for John Hance has disapered and only
lasted for a short time. I love you Kelly. Very Very Very
Very Very Very much!
I need to think
Europe!
Love and hapiness,
Micahel