Three days
before my birthday. My god, I get depressed near my birthday.
Why cannot it be over with? I do not want to do anything
for it.
Christmas is
coming again also. Depressing again. I feel I am losing
time so fast. Not enough money, not enough time, period.
I know there must be something to write about, but OH,
yes Kelly thought she was pregnant!
That is news.
She is not
though, thank god! (If there is one).
I need a new
life. Tim was at the Cafe when my mother and I were at
Disneyland. Good timing, huh Dane? Yeah real swell. If
I think of him I feel guilty. Why should I? Because of
Kelly? She has not told me what I can and cannot think
of, but I still feel bad.
Found out that
David Silvian does not like sex. Yeah! for him! Kelly's
overwhelmed! I hate it when she compares me to anyone.
Now it is like it is all right that I do not like sex
because D.S. does not.
It makes me
mad.
-Dane
