Fantasy's were
mean't to be lived out. Tonight J, L, Chris and I all
laid together in J's loft. We fondled, kissed, caressed
and touched. Mike, keep February 8 open, because that
night, all listed above are going to make magnificent
love to each other! Tonite Chris told L he was bisexual
(J already knew). I almost spilled everything. They, I
know would accept it, even have more respect for me, consider
me more of a friend. When we lay together tonite we touched
each other, J feeling my ass (That sounds so blunt!).
He has very strong hands and aroused me greatly. He moved
his hand between L and I ( I was laying on top of her)
and started caressing her with the front of his hand.
At the same time his strokes also caressed my hardening
member. (By the way we had all our clothes on). J has
such strong hands, like Freeman. I never thought I could
be attracted to J like I was tonite. (This is sounding
like Chris' journal). Let's get one thing straight. I
love all of them, but I'm not IN love with them. I know
I could enjoy them all! Just thinking about all of us
nude, rubbing, feeling, licking, caressing and kissing
each other makes me rise with anticipation. I don't feel
it's wrong. I'm very happy with my sexual life right now.
So far I've had sex with Chris and Freeman (And one other
I shouldn't count). After years of waiting, the sex is
blooming in a wonderful fruit. I've picked it and I am
eating it very fast. It doesn't matter that I eat all
the fruit very fast because there will always be more
growing and ready to be picked and consumed. I would like
to make love with Joni. So bad! Her breasts are so beautiful.
I remember the night when we were in Dex (my car) and
I sucked them ever so tenderly. How sweet and fulfilling
they were! Now I have a chance of doing the same with
L. Which is funny because L is Joni's best friend. I want
to feel J's body laying on mine, feel the weight of him.
Run my hands along every inch of his body. I know He'd
enjoy it. Time to go. I hope to have more to write soon!
Love,
Michael
