Don't know
which subject to write about. I have been avoiding the
journal for awhile. (It seems like such a long time!)
Should I write about Dwayne, Kelly, Chris, Lisa, Sharol,
or some boy I met a few days ago (I can't even remember
his name!)
Scott!
That's it,
that's the ticket!
Dwayne kinda
pissed me off night before last. He, Lisa and I were out
in front of Lenia's and Lisa started flirting with me.
Dwayne was drunk, and said: "He's mine".
It made me
feel like saying, "Fuck You! I'm not anyones!"
But at the same time a feeling came over me as if he really
wanted me.
How weird.
Fucking Christian
had a fight with Dennis and spent the night at Dwayne's.
The fucking slut! I hate him right now. (Christian) If
they get together, I'm leaving town, the whole area.
Sharol's not
moving in. Her parents had a shit-fit when they found
out that she "was" going to move in with two
guys. Or maybe that's what she's saying, because she doesn't
want to move in.
Fuck!
I quit Cornets
because I didn't want to work with Kelly anymore. I'd
rather not see her ever again.
It's late now,
past 4am, need to get sleep.
God! I want
Dwayne! So much! So bad!
I hope Michael
doesn't call me. Hope Chris gets out of his rut!
Made a wonderful
new friend named Lisa.
She is terrific. We've grown so close (so soon).
Bizarre.
Need to get
ahold of Greg.
Rambling on
and on and...
Goodnight,
Dwayne - My
God! I can't get him out of my mind!
-Dane.
