Love is a game
played by the vagrants.
I've played
it
It was fun...
But now I want
something else.
Love equals
shit.
I don't want
love.
I want something
better than shit!
I don't think
most really know what love is.
Love is a
sharing of mental and physical expressions between two
equals.
Most don't
have that definition in their love.
I envy those
that do.
Maybe I really
do want love
But not the
common love.
I want the
love that is not mostly used.
Fuck!
I am dreaming
again.
When will I
wake up?
I know my odyssey
will go on and on.
Will I ever
find it?
How much will
it cost me?
Even though
it feels hopeless, I know I will go on and on searching,
wanting and not finding.
Why is that
so?
Why am I
human and mortal?
Why can't
I be a god or a magic user?
The glare
blinds me,
I cannot see
through it's locked doors.
Hopefully,
sometime I will find the key.
The key!
The key!
That's it!
I must find
the key first to unlock the door of true love!
How simple!
Why didn't
I think of it before?
All I need
to do is find the key!
Shit!
My odyssey
now continues.
I now have
gone in a different direction.
Not knowing
where the key is, is as bad as wanting the untouchable
love.
I will not
give up!
I will continue
searching.
I will die
searching!
For now,
I will try and be satisfied with common love.
No I won't!
Kelly!...
Come with
me...
Help me
search...
We will
find it...
together...
as...
equals.
