Well last night
was an experience! Last night I told Kelly that I didn't
want a commitment here in this place. It's not fair for
her or me to have all these different demands and commitments.
We will hold off and wait for our time in England.
Well! Well!
Well! Here I am alone again. Of my own choosing of course.
I don't see how anyone could have a decent relationship
here. I am not going to have another one for a long time.
Until December when I leave. Leaving here and living life
with Kelly is the only thing that keeps me going right
now. I have a goal and I am going to achieve it. This
is one that is not out of my grasp. All I need is discipline
and dedication.
Met his person
named David last night. I was at Lenia's last night with
Chris (I talked a lot with him). David, I noticed right
off. He was beautiful. He came over and talked to us.
Bummed a cigarette. Kelly and Christian came in (I almost
cried). David knew Christian and came over and joined
us. I didn't really get to know him because I talked to
Kelly. Would like to see this David again.
