Guess what?
Kelly found
a writing of mine in one of the book at Leniea's Cafe.
Which one?
The one that
fully says what I look like and talks about my falling
for Tim. Oh Boy, she is mad and upset! I got home yesterday
and Kelly was on the phone and read the writing to me.
How dare she take that out of the book. It is not hers!
She said that I never loved her and said I was just using
her. A FREELOADER! OK So I am (In a way) I have just about
had it with her insecurities. I think I may move out.
NO MATTER WHAT!
She tells me
one thing then does another. The one you love most is
the one you hate most. How ironic!
So many thing
running in my mind. I think it is the caffeine. Again
I'm at Cafe Flore. "The" writing place for espresso
lovers EVERYWHERE! I feel very cynical.
The Cure is
playing. Yeahh!
I miss SLO,
but I will not move back.
BOYS DON'T
CRY!
But what am
I? I really do not feel like crying. I should, but nothing
bothers me. My life is a shamble! I would like to move
to another part of town.
NO MONEY!
May start working
at the Emporium as a waiter. $4.99 per hr. to start plus
tips. After a 65 day probation period it will go up to
$5.24 an hour.
Sounds good.
I went to the interview today. They will call me back
and let me know. I hope I get the job. It is a nice place.
I could give my notice at 'Bepple's' or only work part-time.
And quit working every night.
Maybe I could
build a social life. It is very hard for me during the
day to. I (donnot) know why. Guess I am just a night person.
CUTE, CUTE,
(hopefully) gay guy working here. I wonder if he has a
place where I can live? At this point I will live with
anyone.
Sharol has
about had it too. She is thinking of moving back to Paso
in Jan.
Kelly: you
are really blowin' it hard, baby. I feel sorry for her
in away, but that is what she wants. She will be back
soon. Will inform, if I am alive that is.
Hi ho,
and so on
- Dane
