For
the last two weeks I have been very comfortable with
a routine. It has been a socially acceptable way to
take a nap.
...
How
I am working on a problem often indicates how I am keeping
it a problem.
...
So
often I wrestle with myself over how I want to feel
instead of trying to discover how I really feel.
...
Beautiful
people often scare me, I feel slightly inadequate whenever
I meet one. If I really like them I seem to do everything
possible to indicate that I have no interest; I don't
look in their eyes unless I have to; I act very innocent
and polite; and if their friends are with them I direct
most of my comments to them.
...
I
don't have to be sexually aroused for something. Simply
being aroused is often pure pleasure.
...
open
and
alert
empty
and
available
human
and
alive
waiting
(without
purpose)
ready
(without
wanting)
existing
(without
needing)
-Dane
Michael Cameron
