miC.heal's meM.oirs . . .

tueS.day - sePt.ember 16th, 1986

Ponder : Tim

Tim Roy Grant. Crazy! Simply. What are you doing Dane? Stop it! If I could I would.

Born: February 1, 1968 / The second youngest of four boys / Father had a breakdown last year, and he used to work at Vandenberg as a photographer / Mother is a nurse / Tim worked last year at a library / blue eyes / character nose / perfect teeth, without wearing braces / great dresser / new car (automatic) from Grandmother / second youngest grandchild. / brown hair (short) / doesn't smoke (except pot, sometimes) / going to U.C.L.A. as a freshman / has gone to Europe when a sophomore in High school (a gift from his Grandmother) / nice body / feminine / gay / has only had sex (cheap) four times with one night stands / needs to work on his kisses / sensitive / warm / compassionate / from a middle class family / lives in L.A. / An Aquarius / Told parents in January that he was gay, but after 6 weeks of "hell" he told them he turned straight / good dancer / light toucher / intelligent / "decent boy" / not really an aggressor / has me wrapped around his fingers (which are soft and beautiful)

Dane Michael Cameron! What the hell is wrong with you?

I think I'm falling in love.

It hurt so bad to leave him today. He went back to LA He will live in LA, I will live in San Francisco. Depressing. The first time I met him at Farm Boys, I knew there was something different about him. I think about him constantly. I like him a lot. Lisa got sick of me talking about him today. I couldn't help myself, he is in my mind all the time. He seems so perfect and last night was perfect. The beach, laying there, kissing, falling asleep in his arms. "Self torture!", I tell myself, but to no avail. I love his teeth, eyes, nose. He is very attractive. I am letting my emotions control me, instead of my mind. Good. Bad. Confusing. I want to be with him so much. So much to say, too much to express. I hope to see him in LA this weekend. The best part: he likes me and thinks of me often. The score is even. I want it to stay that way.

- Dane

Ponder : Tim

 



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