A date to remember.
Today must
change my life. I found out today that I am negative.
I don't know
about Kelly's test yet, though. She tried to call me last
night, but I was not at home.
Today I have
also cut my hair.
OH NO!
It looks (or
it is supposed to) like my favorite model, who I idolize
at this time. I must meet him somehow. Yesterday I said
I was going to today, and I did. Good for me.
Now I have
a "new look" for the "new me".
Dane must transform.
Nothing must stop me. I have to do it.
Boring life,
but what have I to be excited about?
"21 Factor"
is now at work.
No more smoking
(well, cut down). After this package of cigarettes, I
will not waste my money on something damaging to my body.
And my god,
If I keep smoking, I will die from that!
Must workout,
and build body weight.
If I can advance
myself in any way; I will.
"Dante"
is supposed to be a good book and I want to read it. Right
now I am reading "The Crucible" and "Mommy
Dearest".
This summer
I want to start swimming again. Maybe take another class
too. (or three or four)
Play it straight
Mikie!
Need to become
perfect (In every way)
I never want
to have sex again, I do not need to involve myself in
relationships anymore.
"21 Factor"
I have learned
today that life will go on for me.
No need to
worry, except for Kelly now.
Baby. Father.
No.
I do not want
to be a father yet.
I am too young
and cannot support the child the way I would like to.
I want my child to have everything.
Rock-a-bye-bye.
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