miC.heal's meM.oirs . . .

saTur.day - jaN.uary 10th, 1987

Am I me?

First entry of this year (In this book) I love this pen, just because it works.

Kelly, Kelly, Kelly, how many times have I written that name in this book? Many. Almost every entry.

Yahoo for her.

So she has got me trapped. What else is there to say?

The question I have for myself is:

Am I me? or Can I be me? or Can I support myself?

I spend, spend, spend, more than I have. So how do I start?

How?

By getting away from the one I love.

Not easy. I live with her. There is a problem with that.

Indeed!

So! What now?

Find my own place?

With what?

Questions!

There must be answers!

So, how do I start?

Again!!!

Do I meet someone incredibly RICH, and use them to the fullest?

Yes!

Problem.

They do not want me.

Correction!

Only the fucked want me.

 

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