I am all alone
right now. Of course whenever I write in my journal I
am alone. Which one can see by my time lapses of writing;
I haven't been alone very much.
Much of my
time is occupied by work or socializing. My social life,
so it seems nourishes my lack of family life.
I work two
jobs; one waiting tables at Dennys (Mornings) the other
being a NA at the Hospital. I really do like my job at
the Hospital a lot. I feel I accomplish something meaningful
whenever I work there.
I did something
Monday night I would not normally do. I asked Roy if he
would spend the night with me if I asked him to. He said
yes. I think we are spending the night together Friday.
Lisa and my
Aniversary party is this Saturday. Everyone is going.
Devin won't be; he is going to a concert.
Jodi and I
, I think, are becoming a "thing".
Weird.
She is a virgin.
I can't win,
can I?
I think my
sexual drive is going up. I don't really crave sex, but
there is built up tension.
Oh well, got
to go to a party.
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