Disattachment
Friends. So easy to say no. So hard to go through.
I would love
to be with Shannon tonite at Fred's house, but I told
Sharol and Mark that they could spend the night since
my mother was not home, plus I told Kelly that I would
call her at 8:00. I said she should come over.
So I spend
the evening with Mark Sharol, Tiff, and Kelly, when I
would rather be spending the night with Shannon.
The problem:
Mike and Fred.
Do we always
have to be together with Mike an Fred?
It really seems
that way. Shannon says he wants to get to know me, but
how can we really, if we don't spend any time together?
Without them.
I am tired
of parties and drinking. I respect myself more than that.
I want to get on top of my life.
And now here
I am at SLO cafe waiting for Mark, Sharol, and Tiff to
show up.
I told Shannon
to call me tomorrow, he wants me to come have dinner at
his house.
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