There is nothing
really to write about. I feel so burned out. Kelly and
I are positively no longer. We talked while I was in San
Francisco.
Today (or this
morning, it's 12:40am) I want to work out, go to the beach,
cut down on smoking, go to work, and hopefully see Shannon.
I hope Richard agrees to go to LA this weekend, I would
like something to look forward to. Maybe Shannon will
go. I like him alot. I wonder if Shannon is attracted
to me? I'm not that scrawny, I'm I?
I don't know.
I need to start
working out and go to the beach (to clear my face). I
am young and would like to look great, the best possible.
I want to read more books, listen to more records and
receive more intellect.
For now I need
to get home (I'm at "Cindy's") and get some
sleep. I have another new life and I am scared.
...back...
