Ah, but another
year has passed, as my "21 Factor" has diminished.
What goals
are in store for me? I have yet to really define them.
So now I
sit in an educational center feeling very alone and
insecure. How I wish I could gather myself and blow
away the fog that fills my mind. A warm glow from within
has submerged itself beyond my reach.
How will
I really know security? I feel overloaded by the mistakes
I have made in this life. The memories and living proof,
are making me bitter.
How do I
open the doors and let myself out? Transition into myself.
To know and feel true feelings.
Learn by
mistakes, become wiser. Grow.
Going to
school here will certainly be a growing experience.
I have raised myself to a level, from which I will need
to come down to learn.
I must be
modest.
