Last night
HE spent the night.
We did not
have sex at all. I had told him that I did not want
to complicate things while I am going out with Robert.
If Robert
is going to be my lover, then I will not sleep with
anyone else.
Changes,
Michael, Changes! New road for me to take .
Anyways HE
and I did not have sex last night and I feel that we
passed some kind of test. HE wanted to make love to
me badly, but I really did not feel the same way.
Today, however
we spent together (Not sex!)
There was
a heavy downpour of rain on our way to school and I
was soaked one and a half blocks from my home! So, knowing
how our minds work together, we decided to skip our
first classes. We came back home, I changed into dry
clothes and we decided to go to Picaro's to study.
When we got
there we did not get much studyin' completed, due to
our subject of discussion: sex.
HE began
to get an erection there in the cafe. I prompted him
by continuing to talk on the subject.
HE got off
on talking about what he wants. HE believes he is ready
to be on the receiving end. (More changes)
We talked
more on the subject and got so heated that we decided
to experience a porn. We figured a porn would be all
right because if HE had his way we would have been at
his house in 15 minutes with HIM taking it up the butt.
That would
defeat the whole purpose of my new experience of monogamy.
(What a weird word!)
So, we headed
back to my house again to find the times of the shows
at NOB HILL ALL-MALE THEATER. About that time (11:00
am) it was too early to go to the show, so I suggested
we go play some pool and have a couple of beers.
(We skipped
our afternoon classes)
So, again
we headed out for an adventure. HE was still really
heated and I was having fun keeping him that way. On
the way to a bar on Polk street, I pointed out a nice
little ass walking in front of us, packaged in blue
jeans.
HIS eyes
were glued! I, after giving him a subject to focus one,
took in my whole environment.
We had a
fun time playing pool. The first five games were cool;
Michael - 4 / HIM - 1
We decided
to make bets on the last games. If I won the next game
HE would put on a masturbating show for me : I won.
The next
game, double or nothing : I won.
The third
game, double with him paying for the porn or a single
jackoff: I won.
So, as we
walked out of the bar, I smugly thought of what I had
won. One session of his masturbating while I watched
after the porn, which he pays for, and one M-session
at my bidding.
But anyways
what happened today was that the porn show had already
began and we decided to wait another day for that.
We got home
and he performed wonderfully. To the music of Blue Velvet,
HE undressed in front of me and started to masturbate.
Watching
him was really stimulating and at first I was not going
to touch myself, but when he spread his legs open and
started to finger-fuck himself, I was so turned on I
could not help but to touch my aching erection.
HE was getting
off with his fingers up his ass and his other hand jacking
off his penis. I was ready to come but held off until
he ejaculated with loud moans. He did a really good
job.
So now I
sit here writing and waiting for Robert to get here.
He is going to spend the night.
I am thinking
to myself, was it wrong of HE and I to do that today?
NO WAY!
