2:19
pm
"Well
all right, O.K., you win, I'm in love with you"
(PL)
It's starting
to turn into love. I'm having a blast with it!
Had dinner
with Utah
the other night and spent the night. God, I wanted him
to fuck me!
He's going
out of town to Utah (Salt Lake City) for five days.
I'm going to miss him. It will give me time to get things
back on track though. I've been letting things go lately.
(i.e.: laundry, budget, sleeping etc.)
I won't be
able to see him until tomorrow night and then on Thursday
night as well. (He leaves on Friday).
Is he falling
in love with me? I want to know.
Chris
and I talked about his boyfriend problem for awhile
today. Boy, was he a grouch when we went out to breakfast
today! I know he gets frustrated and all but sometimes
he takes it out on other people. (Like I'm one to say
anything, my mom
and Reno).
I have to
write her soon. She feels rejected. I know. I need to
fix that. I really do love her. It's so easy to hurt
people you love and vis-versa.
