8:40
am
On my way
to work.
Utah
spent the night. It was so nice this morning, after
I took a shower and crawled back in bed with him.
He has been
sick lately, nothing serious, but a sore throat and
plugged up ears.
Mondays are
the worst days. Utah and I don't get to see each other
probably until Thurs. or Fri. This is because of school
and work. It cuts into the time we have together, but
also it gives us time away from each other and the times
we do spend together are more valuable.
I am growing
a deep feeling for him. I miss him when we are not together.
I need to
get more involved with school. I didn't go all week!
I can't let this happen again. I let things slide through
my fingers so easily sometimes. I must pick myself up
and fly.
(God bless
'Art of Noise' music!)
(around
5:15 pm. I don't know cause I don't wear a watch!)
So, work
was hard today, long, slow but I did manage to earn
some money today.
That's one
of my main concerns lately. Not enough money to go around.
I'm behind on my bills, I've got school supplies left
to buy (English book and as always paints), I owe money
to Chris
($140) and on top of all that it's Utah's birthday on
the 25th!
Wow!
What a fucking
load to carry!
I'm on my
way to the library now, (waiting for the bus). I'm trying
to work out a schedule for school studies, but again,
I'm juggling too many things at once (work, boyfriend,
friends, etc...)
Not enough
time, not enough money. But I do have to admit, I have
not been good lately. I've been getting stoned and going
out too much. (well, I haven't really gone out too much
lately)
Last Friday,
Utah
and I did something different for a change. We saw Charles
Pierce (a woman impersonator) at the San Francisco
Plush Room (boy, was it plush!)
Totally different
scene. Mr. Pierce was really funny. Utah and I got free
tickets from his friend Viva. She was working the front
door and gave us the best seats in the house.
Great show,
great time. I enjoy seeing shows. I want to do it more,
Utah.
