8/10/99 (11:11pm):

blank.. this page starts.. reminds me of myself...
write a word.. fill tHat space..cReate.. a distraction from...
thAt spot.. tHat empty spot..
tHat haunTs me eVerynight..

blank.. make it go aWay.. make it all go aWay..
make the bed.. make it neat.. perfect.. nothing wrong here...
juSt a spot.. tHAt empty spot..
tHat haunTs me eVerynight..

blank.. keep it to mYself.. puSh it aWay...
faKe a sMile.. crAwl into bed.. puSh .. the pillows over tHere...
inTo a spot.. tHat empty spot..
tHat haunTs me eVerynight..

blank.. my eYes sHut.. pretending to sLeep..
sWeet dreams.. no tears toNight.. forCe .. the feelings of tHat...
unDer the spot.. tHat empty spot..
tHat haunTs me eVerynight..

baCk to reAliTy reX.