11/3/99 (12:02am):
eAtin' my soup... ministRonie... just liKe moM.
used to make.. back home.. tHe seCret inGredient is
"caMbells" ..heh !..
siMpsons taPe is on .... kiTTies are in tHeir
place.. and im tHinking about tHe seXy dude wHo just
left my house.. mmmm.. had a great time with hiM. i
feel liKe we wenT through quite a bit wHIle he wHas
here... mann.. we have to sQuish in our time... and
the time we have is puRe qUality .. in all deGrees at
tHis point...
i am aMazed at life sometImes.. just wHen you
think that you have eXperienced quite a bit in liFe..
and know wHat you want ... or know how to haNdle
tHIngs.. liFe will tHrow something at you tHat will
giVe you a cHallenge.. ahhh! .. we canT say tHat life
is boring.. not if we are paying attention to it...
heh! .. and mann.. sometimes i wiSh tHat i could tuRn
it off sometimes and taKe a maJor vacation... !!
(sMile)
but no.. moRe tHings challenge us.. and maKe us
tHink and try and figure out wHat to do.. and it's
not like totally simple like that.. cause there's so
much inVolved and at riSk sometimes.. i need that
cRystal ball tHat looks into the fuTure... tHat giVes
me the perspective of tiMe. .. uggggH!..tiMe.
again... tHIs is a continual tHeme in my liFe.. and
in liVing life... tiMe. anSwers.. all.. .. well
almost eVerything.. but giVes us enough to put us in
perspective.. heh! ..
anyhew.. soup is done.. and hope tHat tHe cHi-boye
is gettin' some sleep on his plane.. and hope he
knows tHat wHen he geTs home .. tHere's a boye out
here .. tHinkin' bout' hiM. ... thinking about his
sMell..voiCe.. tHat sPot tHat i love to liC. to maKe
him sMile... and missin' hiM. in my bed... snuGgled
neXt to me.. caTTs keeping us in our place.. heh!
sWeet dReams.. cHi-boye... i will meet you tHere
in a feW.. ! ..
reX.
baCk to reAliTy reX.
