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9/20/99 (10:12am):

goodmornin'!... sittin'.. smokin'.. drinkin' coffy.. with a "wife-beater"

maDe it here to baKersfieLd... got here yesturday.. am here visitin' my mom... sHe's been siCk and wHas in the hospital this past week.. tHey were testing her.. because sHe passed out and haS had alot of proBlems with her health...

well.. it seeMs to be her blood-pressure.. it's unstable.. and sHe needs to waTch it very closely... sHe's oK now... as oK as sHe can be after being in the hostipal ... and it's very cool to see her... i had been worried about her all week. tHe pHone conversations i had with her can only go so far.. i had to see her..

my cousin annette wHas here during the week... taking care of my mom's house and her kitties... luCky and cHurch... sHe just leFt yesturday as my other cousin jaCkie and I arrived. it's good to see eVerybody.. it's been a long time.. but wiSh the cercumstances were different. ....

so im relieved tHat my mom is alright.. but again.. sHe has to make some cHanges... and tHat bothers me.. makes me tHink now differently about some of my goals... i need to include her .. im afriad of losing her.. it sCares the sHit outta me tHat sHe may be gone someday.. and wHen these kind of tHings happen .. they are like a slap to your heart.. to the pure root... i wHanna make the best of eVery moment with her... sHe and i haVe been tHrough alot..

moRe tHan mother and cHild... partners in liFe she and i are...

aNd it's wHay cool to see jaCkie too... my cousin.. sHe wHas like my sister wHen i wHas groWin' up... my mom practically raiSed her as sHe did me...

jaCkie is a few years older.. and used to babysit me alot.. i puT her tHrough hell..! ..heh! .. like a little bRo would.. we were talking last night about the time wHen i tHew jo-jo mY katt on her and he burNed out on her and then she ran after me and slamed the door so hard that it knocked off the curtains... i hid and called granma and told her tHat jackie wHas beating on me. heh! liTTle deVil reX. ! . graNma ALWAYs took my side.. piSSed jaCkie off..

gotta jam and take a sHower... be baCk later..

reX.


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