9/4/99 (1:36pm):

tooooooo muCh coFFy! ..

runnin' around tHe house with the last helpin' of bleach and toner on my head tHis mornin'... cleaning ranDom spoTs of the house... goTTa get a sHower and get outta the houSe for aWhile... run some errands in the caStro... saY hello to the suN.. looks like it might come out aFter all..

meeting up wiTh mY buddy ranDy .. from randyworld.com tonight.. he's in toWn... for the weekend.. so we are goin' to hang .. haVe dinnEr and maYbe go oVer to "eVil fRank's" houSe to watCh somekinda moVie tHat is like "blaiR witcH" .. but came out a year beFore.. wowo! .. tHese reAl liFe amateur tHings are reAl hoT right now... heh! ..

so if you saW my "reX a daY" for yesturday.. you will see tHat i aNnouced tHat i wHas leaVin' apple... wowo! ..

noThing perSonal .. haVe really loVed working tHEre .. and tHis wHas a very hard decision to maKe... very hard... apple is a very good place to be right noW... so many cools tHings are happening...cool people tHat i work wiTh... sTeve joB's "seCond comming"... noT to mention tHat their sTocks are going up.. yeeeeKs! .. are you cRaZy reX. ? !!!!.

yah.. kinDa.. so maNy paThs presented tHemselfs in fRont of me... opportunites to a goal tHat i haVe... buT i canT take all of tHem... oTherwise i would be too sPRead out.. and not able to foCus..

mY oWn new religion inVolves...

naRRowing doWn and foCusing...

tHIs is my cHant..

iM gonna be muCh better from tHis... balanced... tHis is wHat i need.

so... sPIritual reX. said to foCus in on reX. weBdesign.. crEate my oWn "second comming"... go back to teaching part time.. wHich i wHas missing and eNjoy so much... and also agree to do a fall season wiTh gaYbc for reX.'s ranTs.. yah!!!.. tHey totally would like me to join their family.. and haVe felt like i haVe been a part of it tHis summer... tHEy are really going places.. places i diGG... and haVe been enjoying so muCh... tHe sHow has taugHt me so mucH .. and i loVe to learn and talk with new people... so i tHink tHIs was a speCial giFt.. and a wonDerful paTh to wander doWn.. i kNow it will enliGhten me eVen more mann..!.

so moRe deTails later... buTs tHats the diSh for noW on the seCret tHat reX. kept. .. about hiS cHanges... tHere are more.. but .. tHat will come laTer... heh! .. but tHis is alSo the reason i couldnt quit smokin' with anDy and geNe tHis week.. i kNew tHis cHange wHas coming.. leAving aPple wHas a very stRessfull decision to make... i kNew i couldnt quit.. and adding tHat sTress would maKe reX. a verY waCked out dude! .. heh! ..

so baCk at work at home again for noW .. back to sWiming .. wHich i havent done sinCe i sTarted apple.. and tHat will motivate me to quit again.. i know..

iT's wierd.. almost a year ago to tHis day.. i quit smoKing ...

laTer gaTers... haVe a gReat 3 daY weeKend! ...

reX.

PS: .. i goTTa do a sHow about lonG disTance relationsHips.. yeeeeKs! ..heh! .

baCk to reAliTy reX.