ePsilon booth

1986-2000

epS. wHas of course more tHan a pet.. a animal.. sHe wHas "triBe".. and a veRy sPecial creature that caMe into my liFe taught me wHat that word meant to me.. and also into realization... of wHat it wHas:

an eX.pression of unconditional loVe.. knoWing that this being will loVe you tHrough anytHing.. no maTTer how sTrained that relationship is.. the boTTom line and the realazation is tHat you loVe them .. wHich giVes you the sTreangth to compromise and communicate... to let down your priDe and share your true feelings.. and lisTens to others.. and accept...

someone that will be with you forEver.. maY they be of this morTal world or the sPiritual..tHere is always a connection tHat is felt..

an inFluencer.. a teacher..sTudent.. a guide .. both with the mortal world and sPiritual..

a supporter.. in any eX.perience and eMotion..to eX.plore the roaDs before us... and giVes sTrength wHen feeling weak just by tHinking of them or knowing that you haVe them in your liFe or part of your sPirit..

tHey aCcept who you foR wHo you aRe.. and loVe you eVen more for being your tRue selF..... tHey let you eX.plore yourself and be uniQue.. and advocate and inSpire it..

a confiDant.. to eX.press your true feelings and tHoughts.. emotions.. fears..

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all of tHis and more.. she wHas to me.. like i said sHe defined the woRd and realazation of "tribe" for me .. and will continue to do so..

sHe did so much for me in this mortal world.. and noW .. in the sPritual world.. sHe still remains mY guide..

sHe's not gone.. i feel her sPirit.. with me.. like in liFe.. and eVen more now.. that heR pHysical body is no longer on tHIs world... i felt tHat transition with her.. we prepaRed as muCh as we could as mortals for this sPiritual transition... and the continued connection we would haVe ..

in liFe sHe gave me loVe at any time.. her liCks to my noSe.. i will never forGet.. sHe never ran out of kiSSes.. sHe taught me lauGhter tHrough harD tiMes and to remember tHat we do haVe those wHo love us all aRound us.. along with another million thIngs.. she wHas my guide here..

sHe's in the wooD.s now.. with gRandma.. i close my eYes . everytime i feel her.. and suddenly mY head is laying on my gRandma's lap.. im a liTTle boy.. and mY gRandma is petting my head.. and ePsilon jumpS up and liCks my noSe..

i sMile.. just as in her liFe here.. sHe still maKes me sMile... sHe's neVer gonna ruN ouTTa kiSSes..

and im very luCky for the tiMe i haD with her heRe..and am eX.cited about the tIme we will haVe there... and tHink sHe really duGG wHat we haD..here and will haVe.... heR kiSSes told me so.. and tHey reamain to tell me so... eVen now in sPirit.. sHe makes me sMile and reminds me.. tHat i am loVed..

so.. i let her go... to her neXt world.. the wooD.s with the tRibe.. and we will conTinue to define and bring forth realiZation... our tRavels have only just beGan...

 

baCk to reAliTy reX.