october 2,, 2000 :

reX.'s hoRRorsCope & moRnin' yaWn!

G R E E T I N G S Sagittarius

Now is the time to get things done. Your day zooms by and every moment is full and alive. No task seems like too much for you to tackle, whether you are cleaning out the garage or planning that comprehensive art tour of Europe. You manage to cover a lot of ground. Even if they seem to be never enough for you, someone will be satisfied with your accomplishments. The Sagittarius Moon turns you into a fireball of charm and wit. Go ahead and try them out on others.

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10:10 am

goD. cant believe i havent writen here in so lonG. guess cause i have been feeling so loW these days.. been cleaning alot in my cAsa.. taking inventory.. of my liFe..

baM! . 30's.. and questions.. it's funny how in your 30's you have a sense of who you are.. but yet still there are the questions.. and insecurities.. new ones.. ugggh! ..

my houSe looks great.. but no matter how much i organize .. clean.. and sort... i cant run away from wHat's inside.. guess im not.. im just using the tasks.. to slow down.. and be able to think to myself..

now it's time to take action.. i have been so passive the last year... i realize i have been depressed for a very long time.. locked in a hole that i dug for myself.. it's october.. and this morning i thought about halloween.. my favorite holiday... and then last year came up.. i hated 1999... im hating 2000... too many sucKy things happened... and i lost strength... gave in.. and lost somewhere my self-worth...

and now im asking myself .. wHat am i worth? .. not in money .. but in my soul..

im tryin' hard to realize that im deserving these day...

reX.

baCk to reAliTy reX.