7.10.2000 :
reX.'s
hoRRorsCope & moRnin' yaWn!
G R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
Take a chance with something from outside your usual range of activities.
Although it's nice to have a routine that's productive and efficient,
it doesn't leave much room for surprises. The thrill of the unknown
is lurking somewhere, can you find it? If you set out on a new and
interesting quest or challenge, you will be able to grow in ways
you haven't yet imagined. Share your secrets with a trusted few.
The friends and loved ones that surround you are capable of holding
your secrets dear. You find great strength in the bonds between
special people. Friendships should be valued and nurtured to make
them last.
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caN i just say tHat without my tRibe right now that i would be
seriously in tRouble... been realizing the real value of my fRiends
and loved ones again.. more lessons.. wHy we are fRiends.. how we
make fRiends.. how we keep them.. wHat they mean to us..
i hear so much fRom eVeryone .. well almost everyone about finding
"tHat person" .. a lover.. a boyfRiend or guRlfriend..
i know for the fiRst time in a long time .. that finding a boyfriend
is not wHat is priority... eVer since fRanke and i broke up.. i
have really looked at wHat i wanted and tried a few things.. but
everything always points to my tRibe... wHat i wHas missing in my
relationships are coming to realization with my tRibe... i am very
luCky... beSides.. i haVe come to accept that i am a hard person
to be partners with.. sure.. i can offer alot.. but i am a deep
person that has many avenues .. that my partner may not want..
haVe sTayed home alot.. by myself.. thinking.. lately... didnt
make it to the riVer..last week..like i tHought.. sTayed home..
cleaned.. realized.. that i wHas runnin' aWay from some feelings
and emotions that i had here at home.. it wHas good that i sTayed
here.. with the kiTs.. some giFts and realazations came with that..
liFe has been hard without ePs.. and im surE that it's not long
from over.. but with her passing.. it has made me look at tHings..
it has also connected me with new things... and again.. gives me
more lessons with death.. ahhh.. my buddy death.. alway hangin'
around wantin' attention..
aM gonna wRite some more later.. but feel a little burnT this morning..
woKe up tired... and kiTTy is needin' some attention right now..
xx
reX.
PS: tHanks for eVerybody wHo has helped clean out my closet with
the internet sidewalk sale.. ! more to come! .
http://members.ebay.com/aboutme/rex72/
baCk
to reAliTy reX.
