6.29.2000 :
reX.'s
hoRRorsCope & moRnin' yaWn!
G R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
If a lot of projects are coming to a head at work, nerves could
become frayed. Keep busy and you should be able to avoid any altercations.
If the atmosphere starts to feel tense, call a time out to prevent
an imminent disaster. If you can't handle the situation on your
own, don't hesitate to bring in a mediator. Don't argue. Your head
can only lead you into trouble. Follow your heart and think about
the feelings of others. It might be a good idea to plan a small
trip
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oH mann! .. can my hoRRorsCope be any more coRRect about wHat's
goin on? ... i need a tiMe out... bad! .. need to get aWay and think
about wHat i want to do...
canT eX.plain eVerything here.. wouldnt be right for certain folks
to read with all the sHit tHat has been happening... beSides.. i
have learned from past raMbles .. that wHen you do talk about ceRtain
stuff about people .. you have concequences... eVerything has a
result.. and reaCtion.. and some of tHose tHoughts that i have now..
if they did pop up here.. i think would not help..
tHere are so many thing going on in my head here... sCramblin'
to get tHings back into order again.. i feel like i have been getting
an eVen dose of good and baD. plenty of good things have happened
along with the trials of the baD.
wHas really bummed that i couldnt webcaSt the pRide paRade here
in sf.. i tried eVerything eX.cept selling myself on the sTreets...
(i forget to cHarge anywHays!..heh!)... cErtain arrangements that
i had with some people totally fell through... should have been
able to buy the laptop PC i wanted to do the broadcast.. but couldnt..
because i didnt have the funds..
im working on getting all that worked out now.. and still plan
to buy a laptop PC to do the roVin' reX. cam.. it's a part of my
caM. that hasnt been present here in a long time .. and i really
miss takin' the caM. out..
i apologize to everyone wHo tuned in and couldnt be there with
me..
eVen though i whas really bummed about not being able to webcast
the sf pride celebration.. i still made the best of it.. my producer
.. jen came to visit from seattle.. and sHe has a nack of making
me feel happy.. calm.. and to get balanced.. am so happy i work
with her.. and tHat she is also a friend of mine.. jen came up on
fRiday nite..and we just hung around the caSa... with geNe and micHael..
("all i know is his naMe is miCaael.. and he's from monTana)..heh!
.. actually jen is from montana as well.. neVer been there myself..
but guess there are some really cool folks from there.. at least
judgin' by jen and miChael..
went to pink sat in the castro and met up with miChael again with
his roomate.. and i had managed to buy at least a minidisk.. and
did some iterviews for my sHow on gaybc.. it wHas the least i could
do.. and it ended up being really fun to walk around and talk to
poe0le.. and to record our adventure durring the weeknd..
after the parTy inthe castro.. ended up going to city hall.. wHere
there wHas another parTy/club going on.. it wHas so cool to see
our city hall all decorated.. blarin' muSic and hundreds of half
nakid men danCing all over the place.. it wHas an amazing site..
and got some cool stuff on the disk.. not too many city halls would
do that.. but sf.. is a little different.. tHank god! ..
rode a very interesting school bus ride to an afterhours club..
recess... mann! .. tHings have changed on school busses... it wasnt
like this wHen i wHas in high school.. heh! .. it wHas the funniest
bus ride i ever have.. and dont remember most the stuff i taped..heh!
.. whas supprised.. by tHe kissing noiSes.. heh!
sTired it up a bit at the after hours club.. with michael... nasty
dancing.. sWeating... and then some interesting interviews int he
bathroom line.. im always the one who thinks they need to talk to
other people when standing in line.. heh! .. question asked that
night.. "do you look or take a peek at the person peein' neXt
to you?".. are you a looker? ..heh! . .. got some funny ansWers..
and looks..
so .. even though i still couldnt get the caM working for sunday..
it still wHas a great day! .. sArah .. jen and i met up with geNe
and we did the rounds... met lots of people.. and i did some fun
interviews.. sHared a special "sf pride " field trip on
my monday show.. since i couldnt bring you there with my caM. ..
i did it by bringin' it to you.. am going to see if we can arcchieve
that show.. it wHas a new eX.periment .. that seemed to work.. and
wHas alot of fun..
oH mann.. got alot of sHit to do today.. tryin' to get things sTriaght
and stable again.. working my butt off to get the webdesign business
up and going again.. security.. dont want to put all my eggs in
one basket.. am not that kind of person.. makes me nervous.. am
going to probably go back to teaching in the fall or winter.. and
am really looking forward to that.. havent taught in a long time..
and before i started at apple and gaybc.. that wHas goin really
well.. i was starting to write classes for state and wHas goin'
to take over the internet design program at CEA .. wowo! .. my own
department? .. it still could happen..
anything could happen.. and tHat's what i look forward to... actually..
here i am a talk-show host for a internet radio company..
how the hell did i get here? .. wHas this wHat i wanted? .. i didnt
plan this.. but here i am.. and find myself enjoying it very much..
i just wish it could pay my bills.. i guess it's an eX.change..
i get so much gratification from doing the shows.. and have learned
so much about the queer community.. you would think i would know
alot being here in sf.. but sf is only a small part of our community..
i have discovered the queer world! .. i believe in gaybc.. and with
the addition to my other resources.. it shouldnt have to do with
anythng related to money.. or i shouldnt worry about it.. i have
faith in wHat gaybc stands for.. and support it .. like any other
cause.. and am tryin' my hardest to do my part.. and make my impact..
and empower others to wake up.. like i did.. and get busy somewHere..
that would be total "doPe".. heh! .
i cant wait for this weekend.. 4 days off ..Yah! .. i am hopin
to get aWay to russian riVer this weekend.. that would be so nice..
and am tHinkin' of someone i would really like to spend time with..
(seCret sauCe!)
but.. i might not come back.. maybe it's time to become that gardener?
.. :) .. simple life.. just watching the seeds i plant grow into
more babies to raise.. i want to water my garden nakid and free...
i want to hear the voice of nature.. i need to sort out my lifE...
and deCide wHat is important to me now and moVe on it..
sT. allen reTurns toNite.. to .Xer... i canT wait! ..
xx
reX.
PS: i added some new items to the internet siDewalk sell!.. some
sHorts... boXers.. and some sPecial fRamed black and wHite photos
from the blue dessert pHotoshoot and reX. 2000 calendar... im gonna
personalize these with signin' them to the highest bidder..keep
cHecking back .. cause i keep putting more stuff out there .. as
i clean up the caSa... at least 20% of the profits of all the stuff
i sell are going to cHarities or good cause organizations.. right
now im focusing on baY area YOUNG positives.. and the matthew sHepard
foundation..some items in there have been donated to cHarity.. and
100% of the profits will go to tHese causes... tHere's a ducky still
there.. that has raised 62.00 already for the shepard foundation..
jimagery's sWord has raised 46.00 for bay area pos.. and cant believe
that my shower curtian is at 56.00! .. and wonder wHich cHarity
geNo is going pick..
http://members.ebay.com/aboutme/rex72/
baCk
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