6.7.2000 :
reX.'s
hoRRorsCope & moRnin' yaWn!
G R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
You may have been feeling great lately, and today is no exception.
Your passionate approach to life makes you want to take time to
enjoy the beauty around you. Tell the people close to you how much
you appreciate them, and you're sure to hear similar words in return.
Spend some time outside -- chances are, you'll be sure to find a
four-leaf clover if you know where to look! You may be tempted to
take off and travel right now! Budget allowing, this would be the
perfect time to take a vacation.
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hmmmmmmmmmmm...? .. wHere would i go if i could go on vacation?
..
well.. would be nice to be a gardner again... at the russian riVer..
surrrounded by all sorts of flowers.. plants.. naTure.. talking
to me.. compforting me... talking to me.. telling me what's important..
or eVen kaui agin.. yah! .. that wHas a great place.. went there
with daVid a few years back.. wowo! . cant believe it's been years
now.. since he and i were together.. it wHas a great time there..
such a wild place.. wild in a wHay where nature had the spotlite..
wild in a wHay where you felt it really talking to you.. telling
you how powerful it is.. the oCean i remember .. i wHas intimidated..
different tHan the pacific tHat im used to... it seemed really alive..
like if it decided too.. it would take you.. and make you part of
it.. romantic.. but deadly.. and all part of the overall plan..
to return and come back to earth.. to have that connection with
the earth..
yah.. would be nice to take some time aWay from the busy life of
the city.. and get aWay for awhile.. i have been spending alot of
tiMe getting in touch with myself.. and redefining so many things..
reconizing cHanges... and adapting.. would be wonderful to have
time to focus on that... and not have any distractions... ahh..
yah.. reX. eVeryone would like this..
iT wHas franke's birthday yesturday... happy birthday pup.. ! ..
read a poem from wHen i wHas a boy in the last century.. for that
day.. kinda has to do with some feelings i have.. and not.. the
title.. "wHo really caRes" .. seems harsh.. but it's not
really if you pay attention to wHat the poem says..
anyhew.. ran into him last fRiday.. on market sTreet.. he looked
sWeet.. last time i talked to him.. he said he wHas getting fat..
but .. no mann.. didnt look that wHay.. look like he has been going
tothe gym .. like he always did.. and has been really taking care
of himself..
he said he liked my "black" hair..with the silver tips..
heh! .. those are real baby! heh! .. we didnt talk for very long..
we dont wHen we seem to meet.. cause we are both goin' places..
but wHas nice to see him.. and very appropriate.. as it wHas just
over a year ago that we broke up.. or should i saY .. i broke it
off..
it's an important thing .. a year.. cause i really havent had someone
.. a boyfriend.. since him.. i have had people i have dated.. and
people that i got romantic with.. but no one tHat i would put on
the saMe level as wHat franke and i had.. we were married in a wHay
.. we nested.. and that's where there's a huge difference with boyfriends
and peoople you date.. franke had keys.. would be over at my house
everynite.. we had a routine.. dinner.. hangout .. tv.. talk about
our day.. sleep together.. shop.. cook.. (well he did ....
sorry.. haVe to jaM...
baCk
to reAliTy reX.