haVe been "teaSin'" people witH the reX. X.files saMplers.. the last week or so.. and it's been interesting.. eX.posing this side of my lifE.. so maNy sides have been sHared here about my personal and pRivate liFee.. the tWists and turns.. tHe evolution of a boy turned to man here liVe on the weB.. it feels liBerating but sCary.. eVery leVel tHat i eX.plore and eX.pose.. somehow relieving pressure tHat sometimes builds wHen we feel alone with our feelings.. getting those out with me has helped me learn.. and mann.. haVent felt comfortable about eVerything that has been eX.posed.. but tHat comes with the territory.. and feel tHis only caN make me sTronger down my paTh of learning from tHIs eX.periment.. i hAve to faCe wHo i aM .. eVen if some of tHOse tHIngs are something tHat i dont like about myself.. somehow.. if tHey are out there in the virtual world.. tHey float back into my world of reality.. i sTart to deal with them .. or accept them .. maYbe altering them depending .. tHey come back to me processed by millions of perspectives.. which gives me more knowlege about this world i live in.. and an advantage to clearing tHose tHIngs tHat i put there bloCking my pAth..
it's always about the path isnt it? ..and the eX.periences we have down that path..
siGh.
(siP. of joE.)
i gotta get to work.. have some more releases to make on the reX. X.files and some emails to ansWer.. am going to also get a bunch of tHose boxes of clothes outta my sCary closet by doing a clearance sale... and gonna put up more info about that later..
ok.. my ding dong clock.. went 9am.. iM. gonna get moRe joE. in the kiTchen and sTArt my daY.. mY new fRench press works gREat .. and aCtually is bigger tHan my older one wHich bRoke last week.. and has the capacity to hold more contents.. wHIch is a metapHor which my liTTle waking up bRaincells are not reaDy for so eARly ..but eX.cited about the potencial of moRe joE.! heh!
xx
reX.
PS.. just just had to sHare this email that i got from someone about the reX. X.files .. iVe lead alot of you on a little tResure hunt.. i tHOught according to the conTent .. i would apply it to how i would aproach it.. more as a sLow sTRip tease.. a mystery.. liKe .. a ... hiTch.. cock.. moVie.. with litte tWists and tuRns.. as it is the sEX.ual side of me.. it's appropriate.. and maTches the meThod well. ... heh! ..
i tHInk hiS eMail roCked! .. wanted to sHare it all with you tHat have taKen the reX. X.files aDventure so far and give you all a tHanks.. .. (and i did anSwer his e-mail!..heh! note: the saMplers can be bookmarked if you want to return and view them aGain.. i.. naKid with a giant gaundi.. work on the honour system asking tHat you do not sHare or distribute tHese.. tHats why im cReating the site.. to represent mySelf.. not some amatuar sTealing pip.. selling my naKid ass.. soon.. tHese saMplers will eX.pire and tHen will be aVAilable from a members aREa of the reX. X.files.. and as a seRies in reX.ware!...tHere!.. some moRe cLues!)
I've paid twice for samplers
those reX X files are hot,
despite my endeavor
I guess I'm not clever.
I checked out the pic'res.
It turned my skin pink,
with hands in my knickers
could not find "the" link.
I hoped for a treasure chest
of reX's precious "jewels",
But no clues to guide me
So let's break the rules.
Dear reX you're my fantasy
slim, sleek and select
So help me get more pix
of your cock erect.
I've paid and I've hunted
I've turned every stone
And all for the prospect
of glimpsing your bone.
Savant or dullard
I guess I'm the latter
So reX throw me something
to show that I matter.
If clues were for taking
but I missed my chance
reX help me get stimuli
to tent-up my pants.
Clues, pix or attention
could set this ship right.
It's all in you hands reX,
All rhymed-out, good night.