reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
suN.
day, maRch 25, 2001
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
With all the astrological
fire flying around today, even the coldest leftovers are transformed
into a flaming pie.(gooD!
.. cause im hungry and am runnin' out of food.. )
Simple pleasures turn gloriously hot. Everything becomes a sensual
experience. (new
pick-up line: tuRn off tHat red lite.. i dont need it ..i have
my oWn) Excess
doesn't feel like quite enough. (moRe!
.. i want moRe!...) On
this day, anything can happen. Be prepared for the strange and
the glorious to appear from out of nowhere. (like
i will wake up tomma morn in my bedrooM instead of the liVingroom?
heh! ) Dive
headfirst into an adventure of the soul. Take along a friend or
go it alone. (wHere's
my bLackbook..? oh yah.. i put eVerything in outlook .. )
Friendly people appear
around every corner tonight, so you're never truly alone.
(not
with my caM. man.. even if im not around people.. physically ..
i always am here through the caM. kinda cool.. )
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cooKie
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is wasted by denying the truth. Truth is reality and the only
safe place to be. Spend your time locating truths in your life.
You will live happier because of it."
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aNNouncements
& neW sTuff goin' on...
got
my maC connected to the internet again usin' my ricochet
modem - gonna be a little slow .. but am eX.pecting a hub
soon from my fairy-techmother - or techdaddy.. wHicheVer he likes..heh!
.. and will be usin' my dsl for all connections.. eliZa wHas very
eX.cited.. tHis means another waRm pLace to laY..
deLLa-caM.
went back live again today! .. after having
time to adjust to the PC.. and giving it all my attention tHese
days.. i left that caM. aNd my maC. alone and kept that cute image
of me and the bathfull of ducKYs tHat brY took.. for his march
gallery..at his 
site
cHaos in
aUstin.. up there to promote
it.. now that the month is almost over .. i thought i would duSt
off deLLa and hook her up again..
deLLa-caM
got a face-lift! ..& pLayin' some hoMe moVies..
added an eX.tra cable to the sPlitter today and now can capture
from my VCR.. and played some home moVies that i have.. need to
get my video caM.s fixed so i can access all tHose tapes from the
last few years.. want to create a "reX.'s reaL world"
documentary about myself.. and my tRibe.. our adventures.. blaH..
you know.. "it's all about me.. " (said with a fRAnk
wiedemann or geNo-vision
tone)
-
maKe sure to take a look at my teCh-notes
for updates & news on my caM.s.. you
can find a link for it at the bottom of my main
caM. page enterance.. you.know.. wHere the gaL's greet yah..?
(deLLa.. sTella.. saLLy..)
meditation
"The Greatest
gift that one can give is to reveal oneself"
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wHat
happened to reX.'s beD.?...
Just curious...why is reX sleeping on the couch lately? He looks
cute and comfortable there...but what happened to his bed in the
bedroom. Like I said...just curious.
- Justin (slambook)
aLready
tryin' to sPring ahead! ..
well..
i first folded out the couch of sHame last week so i could get compfy
with the kiTTs and watch some of the TV programs tHat geNe taped
for me.. the vcr in my beD.room is not workin' too well tHese days..
and am afriad it's gonna go to vcr-heaven soon..heh! .. so i caMped
out on the couch of sHame sofa beD... little things like taped tv
mean alot and become a fun eVent at the caSa for us since caBle
has been gone for aWhile.. .. but funny tHing.. i fell asleep right
aWay and missed the shows i wanted to watch.. all tHat set-up for
15 minutes.. of .. "im not gonna stay aWake to find out wHat
homer is gonna do with that computer" ..
buT discoVered something..
because i wHas sleeping in the liVingroom wHich is one of the fRont
rooms along with the lounGe (aka: office.. but i want it to look
more like a lounge..so i call it tHat) that gets all of the morning
lite..
i
found tHat i woke up with tHe suN.. got up earlier.. (maybe cause
i fell asleep early the nite before.. heh!) .. but the last few
days that i have been sleepin' out there.. i have been woken up
by the sunny room.. and it's so nice to wake up in the suN.. feel
the sPring in the air.. and tHen the construction workers sTart
tHeir thing.. (tHey are up .. wHaaaay before the suN.!)
in the middle room..
my beD.room .. it's dark when the doors are shut.. well.. it's dark
eVen with them open.. tHey sHield the morning lite.. and so i tend
to sleep in.. missin' out on the suN.'s good-mornin'..
eVer
think about an alarm clock reX.? ..
i
haTe them.. ! .. tHink that alarm clocks mess with our natural sleeping
patterns .. processes..and dReams.. miss out on tHat stuff and your
really messed up! .. and it's a really harsh wHay to wake up..to
a loud beepin' car-alarm sounding thing.. i feel rushed already
by it.. and tend to ignore it or work it into my dReams.. and just
hit the sNooze alarm.. i dont mind the raDio / clocks.. i did tHat
for aWhile .. but some funKy first-thing-in-the-morning songs get
sTuck in your head.. wHay before sippin' on joE..and my tHought
provoking bRain barFs are eNough without me having to get depressed
waking up to "all the lonely people" .. to many tHings
left for cHance there.. heh! ..
i like to naturally wake-up...(heh!
.. doesnt eVeryone?) and like it wHen i can set my internal sLleep
/ aWake clock naturally .. so .. sinCe i had been sleeping in wHay
later than i wanted in my beD.room..tHese days.. since it's been
so daRk out.. (winter stuff does that sometimes) i deCided i would
try an eX.periment and sleep out in the liVing-rooM. letting the
sunrise wake me.. hopin' that it would get a rise out of me.. and
help re-set my internal sLeep / aWake clock .. in the next few days
i will tRy and sleep in my beD.room again and see if i wake up wHen
the sun does..
heh! .. tHis sounds silly
doesnt it..? .. resettin' my sLeep / awake cLock!
although it couldnt be
tHat im also a bit un-nerved that it's been closer to that one year
passing of ePs.. and sHe did her passing with eLiza..kiTTy and i...
in tHat rooM.. on tHat beD.. i felt her sPirit lift and leaVe tHere..
and sometimes.. feel her still there.. like i do eVerywHere else
in the caSa.. it hasnt fReaked me out too much .. and dont think
that is the reason im not sLeeping in my beD. but sLeeping in the
liVing-room made me tHink about it.. im not aVoiding my beautiful
wonderful .. beD. am i? .. i loVe tHat beD. good or baD. memories..
like the couch of sHame.. it's got it's place in my heart.. ePs
isnt sCarin' me outta my own beD.. is sHe? ..
...
and wHen i did tHink about this reason.. i bRought out that little
buffalo sTuffed animal that i kinda hug in beD. wHen i miss her..
sHe had to geT compfy
with us.. out there.. in the liVing.rooM.
donT forget ...my baby
.. my little bo.. i will always
loVe you .. and feel you aRound me.. no matter how much time goes
by or wHere ever i may sLeep..
xx
reX.
take
it to realiTy...
