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raW ranTs...
dealing with some heaVy stuff right now.. am not at
my peak.. haVent been for quite awhile.. and cant hide
it anymoRe..
i feel so humBle right now.. like a child.. starting
from the very begining again..
probably a blessing in hidding right now.. as i have
begged liFe for a "resTart" for so long now..
aT 33 .. i wonder if i become younger or older? all
my realiTy cHecks from my 20's are now bouncing..
a time for redefinition..
so wHat does that mean for miChael reX. booth? ..
i dont know exactely.. except tHat i want cHange..
i yearn for it..
tHe bomb comes down.. eXplode.s.. i look to see wHat
is left of my liFe..
and collect all the tHings tHat i tHink i need to survive..
but wHat do i really need to survive?
really? .. wHat are the essentials.. ? ..
is it tiMe to give up? .. or is it a tiMe to "resTart"..
collect wHat is left? .. or sTart over.. ? ..
is 33 too late? .. to do tHis? ..
i feel like a cHild.. so i dont think it's too late..
at any age.. we can restart.. rebuild.. have a
re-birth. ?
wHat will coMe? .. how will i survive?