reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
moN.
juNe 11th 2001
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
There's
nothing wrong with having a multidimensional personality,
Sagittarius -- in fact, its favored! You're complex
but not
necessarily hiding anything. You have a strong faith
in the outcome
of distant events even if they don't have anything
to do with what
you're working on at the moment. The Libra Moon is
eager to see
justice done, and you may be the one best equipped
to do it. Start
looking ahead right now so that you can be prepared
when the time
comes.
(diG
tHat.. tuNe into me! LOL! ...)
reX.'s
poll
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do you heaL? hoW do you help yourself and/or others?
i help
myself by helping others?
i dont
heaL! i pick at the sCabs..?
by doing
a "liFe inventory" reminding me of the
good tHIngs i have and the tHIngs i need to be cautious
of?
go
vote! .. and write in your own answer
am looking
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tHe
sTrange feelings of an almost homeless man...
wHas sCared sHitless but had the energy of a bull today
as i walked the backstreets of the mission to get to
the Eviction deFense collaborative.
the information i had reCieved in the mail looked sTrange
to me and suspisious.. i had not heard a word about
the case or an ammended complaint to my eviction summons.
and now after going over and understanding tHat intimidating
document ..here wHas another!.. my mind has been dRenched
with legal information.. im learning to be a laWyer
tHat i never wanted to be.. but tHen.. liFe is eX.citing
tHat wHay.. i always make jokes comparing me to alley
mCbeal.
my sTomach had been upset for about 24 hours sTriaght..and
flickering headaches ever since i talked and showed
wHItefeather the information i recieved.. sHe said i
had a gaudian angel to get eX.tra information about
the case and to have eX.tra evidence of an unlaWful
eViction.. sHe has given me sTrength to face this unjustice
and get my activist / fight for your rights side back
to it's assertive nature..
but still.. eVen though im doing eVerything i think
i can.. i still feel "thier" presence.. the
people pushing me out and wish this uncomfortable feeling
of not being "secure" or "safe"
.. "wanted" in my own home would sTop.. i
cant fully relaX and am very tense..
tomma i open a seperate account for my rent monies..
i have nowhere to send it now and feel horrible....
sad... why did it need to be like this.. ?
i kNow that i have a gReat deal on this apartment for
what i pay.. but have dealt with crummy maintence and
have been here for around 5 years or more.. i dont want
to upset my liFe or the kiTTies if they want to get
me out.. raise tHe rent and make more money.
helps me understand wHat moNey can do to people or
make you do to other people.. and i am resigned to this
moment to make sure anybody tHat has to go through this
and i hear about it ..will get any information about
this that i have available including my eX.periences..
to help... and support.. . cause it's kinda like being
in the closet.. you feel alone ..kinda scared .. with
important stuff to deal with.. and wHen you feel alone
.. you sometimes feel weak or dont have the courage
to face things alone..
i have been blessed with some pretty amazing gaurdian
angels lately.. that sHare thier eX.periences with me
.. help me.. i only hope to get to that point wHere
this is all eX.perience points in my favor and am better
from all this..
but damn .. ! i burn alot of saGe around the caSa lately.
and
tHen a cHance to be a heaLer...
Hey Rex,
hope things are working out for you.
Quick Question how does someone get over the hurt when
your partner decides that they dont want to be with
you after two years, I know this isnt a long time together
but in these times its a long time.
He says its
not me its him, he just dosnt have the time for a one
on one relationship. You would think at 38 some of these
men would like to have a man that is very much into
a monogamous relationship. Someone that just wants to
spend a little quality time together.
from a web
fan
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oH mann..
wHere do i begin with this.. ? .. and wHat a situation
you are in.. i totally feel for you .. have invested
time in relationships tHat have disolved ..either from
me or hiM. recently i have sTayed single cause i found
that i needed to work on myself.. and it's such a "30's"
thing to do.. :)
i have alot
to say about this.. but the quick thing is to take inventory
.. right aWay of your life.. durring this change.. you
are gonna feel hurt and it's good to try and make a
list of wHat is good in your life.. to give you sTrength
and support to get you out of that "hole of hurt"
and tHen also to list the sucky things.. not to deal
with them.. or maybe you do.. but at least remind yourself
of the things that could get outta perportion and end
you up in this situation where you are hurt..
with that
inventory your focus should be on healing.. and your
fRiends should be on that list.. i call them my tRibe..
people that influence me.. give me support..and help
me heal..
it taKes
time to heal from this sort of tHing i found.. and tHat's
gonna help the most.. over time you get a different
perspective.. but keep looking at your life inventory
.. do checkups all the time.. and never be afRaid of
"re-definition" at anytime.. tHats why a 38
year old can "change his mind" .. or not want
to eX.perience tHings eVen at that time.. at any age
there is soMething being learned i bet.. and people
go through thier lessons at different times.. there
is a norm .. yah.. but tHere's people outside tHe norm..
and sometimes for me tHat "eX.tra baggage"
is the tHing that attracts me to them.. but im honest
about that "baggage" tHing and realize EVERYONE
is dealing with something at all tiMes.. either heavy
or not.. liFe feeds us messages and tests all the time..
and there will always be some kind of "baggage"
tHat a person will have.. and sometimes i will help
them along with it.. or sometimes i will say "nope..
carry your own" .. :)
tHis is a
great topic for a sHow .. and with my perspective now
after not being in a serious relationship for such a
long time.. not since fRanke.. and that wHas about a
two year thing.. that just blew up in my faCe .. oh
mann. i tHought i wHas gonna die. noW i miss hiM. in
a different wHay..
aGain ..
take inventory ..and count up your fRiends and hold
them tite.. be honest and realize wHen you need to let
go and wHen to feel the hurt.. i found that i will totally
bury myself sometimes with misery.. (i am a dramatic
sensitive saggie after all..:)
huGs mann..
i wish i could do more for you.. but hope you find strength
or wHat you need somewhere in my words.. and will get
into this more on my talk sHow..
xx
reX.
wHen
a gay man waNts a woman...
gayneedsgal:
hey rex u there?
gayneedsgal: if u r i need some advice
rexsreality:
hey bRo.. wHaz just answering someones email .. giving
them some advice.. reX.'s healing services now open
with warM arms..
gayneedsgal:
lol and iwas just about to send u an email! cool
gayneedsgal: ok this is whats up-
rexsreality:
ok.
gayneedsgal:
how does a gay man pick up a girl? i want to know what
its liek to have sex with one
gayneedsgal: when it comes to me and girls we end up
becoming best freinds before anything else. im not really
attracted to them
rexsreality:
it's a very kinky eX.perience.. which makes it "taboo"
in the gay community.. think of it as a "n0-no"
.. and that will add eX.citement for you and the gal.
gayneedsgal:
my middle name is taboo lol so how do u pick then up
without the gay thing getting in the way first?
gayneedsgal: i mean i can seduce a guy in an instant
but in totally clueless when it comes to a girl
rexsreality:
just notice that gurls flirt right away with gay guys...
rexsreality: and gay guys usually flirt back .. but
there is a unspoken safety of it wont go there..
gayneedsgal: not with me. its like they know right from
the start im gay and out of their league
gayneedsgal: yeah i flirt a lot lol
rexsreality: wHen you do go there.. it can be easy with
a gurl when your gay.. cause it's more "lesbian"
eX.perience.. if you get my dRift..someone that at least
understands them ..us being gay.. and women tend to
have less problems with lesbian eX.periences or at least
being open with them.
gayneedsgal: true
gayneedsgal: but its not the sex part that i dont know,
that i knew well, its the part of me getting them to
do it lol i cant seem to get a girl, dont know how to
not end up being there best friend lol
rexsreality: well.. then if you ar out of thier leauge
.. they must be dRooling for you .. so the flirting
and "goin all the wHay" there .. will be easier..
cause sHe will be more receptive to tHe "unique"
eX.perience.. dont forget.. gurls have naughty minds..
they are more visceral.. and get totally worked up in
thier brains where guys get worked up with thier dicks..
gayneedsgal: lol ok
gayneedsgal: now all i have to do is get oput there
and look for them lol thats the other problem
gayneedsgal: i have no idea how to go to a place like
a mall and just pick up a girl. i cant do it with guys
either.
rexsreality: you need to change your patterns.. or "come
on" to one of your gurl "friends" and
have her give you a lesson on kissing.. start there..
and i bet her puSSy gets wet.. and your dick mite sTart
dRipin'..LOL! .
gayneedsgal: mm cool ok
gayneedsgal: now for another problem
rexsreality: guRls want fRiends.. thats the approach..
they sense or you tell em' your gay.. they tend to open
up more.. and some of them are really turned on by the
idea of doin it with a "gay" guy.. makes them
"special" and gives them a gay fRiend to talk
about it afterwards..heh!
gayneedsgal: that i leanred already
rexsreality: then use that as your power..
gayneedsgal: cool, and all this time i though thats
what was the problem! lol
gayneedsgal: now for the other problem
rexsreality: yah.
gayneedsgal: where do i find me a hott guy?? lol seriously,
i dont like the club scene since i cant dance and shit
and frankly i dont get out much, excoet to places like
the mall and the movies and stuff. m,y 'gaydar' isnt
very reliable either
rexsreality: hot guys are eVerywhere! open your eyes!
gayneedsgal: i see a guy, but i dont know how to proceed
and trying to pick him up, same with girls
rexsreality: LOL!
gayneedsgal: i know that! lol
rexsreality: what do you do instead of pick up .. become
his bud?
gayneedsgal: no niether lol
gayneedsgal: just look at him
gayneedsgal: and kick myself for being so inexperienced
gayneedsgal: excpet sexually lol
rexsreality: nah! dont kick yourself .. you lose power
that wHay.. everyone is ineX.perienced in something
or another.. and bet you have more eX.perience than
you are giving yourself cRedit for.
gayneedsgal: well when it comes to sex im good. i dont
know how to pick up a complete stranger, but thanx to
a lot of people my family knows i have gotten a lot
of one nighters in the past few years
gayneedsgal: i lost count at 13, so go from there lol
rexsreality: sounds like we need to do a show about
pickin' up dudes!
gayneedsgal: and to top it off the guys im attracted
to are usually str8. and example of this is joey fatone
from nsync whom i met and was dumb enough to tell him
how i felt uhh
gayneedsgal: that would be nice, if i can get to listen
lol
rexsreality: that falling for a sTriaght mann.. is just
like wHen women fall for gay men.. it's unaVailability...and
somehow going for that protects us from hurt ...cause
there's no chance in us getting it..
rexsreality: tHOse attractions need to be apprciated
as just fantasy material sometimes.. and tHats totally
cool. when some ideas remain fantasy. yah know?
gayneedsgal: true. but man that joey is fucking hott!
damn... its guys liek that that i go for. a man has
to have a goatee before ill look at him! lol
gayneedsgal: i guess. maybe i just need to get out there
more, if only i had vehicle! lol
rexsreality: yuM goatees! first use your mind and confidence
as your vehicle.. i will help you out on a show.. and
we will get advice about picking up dudes.. i have problems
with it too sometimes.. you have to be assertive..
gayneedsgal: u have problems getting guys?! thats hard
to believe. boy u are so hott to me! i sometimes wish
i was in SF jsut to hang out with people like me! lol
gayneedsgal: well at least i dont have any more online
crushes lol have u ever had those rex?
rexsreality: EVERYONE has problems with relationships
in some degree or another.. doesnt matter what they
look like.
gayneedsgal: true
rexsreality: im gonna add this dicussion to my rambles
if you dont mind..
rexsreality: and i made a note in my topics brainstorm
list (Note: make note)
gayneedsgal: sure thing. so have u had online crushes?
i had one that drove me nuts
rexsreality: oh my goD! i have online crushes all the
tiMe.. how can we not? .. heh!
gayneedsgal: yeah, i get them a lot too. i got one right
now! how about obsessions?
gayneedsgal: i had a big big obessesion, but im embarrassed
to sya with who! lol
rexsreality: obsessions make people interesting if you
give them a chance.. but there are the overly "watch-out"
ones..
gayneedsgal: yeah, i think i was nuts when i as obsessed.
i think to myself 'pj, how could you have gone that
far? your a psycho!' lol
gayneedsgal: im not a psycho, but i felt like one which
scared the shit out of me
rexsreality: our minds tell us and let us eX.perience
anything.. even being psycho.. it's ok.. it just means
you have ..ummm a "cReative" mind..
gayneedsgal: lol yeah my mind is very creative. i have
a lot of hobbies, to many i sometimes think
gayneedsgal: on another subject- when do we get to see
pablo on the cams? lol
gayneedsgal: i want see the uncutness you keep sighing
about! lol
rexsreality: ahhh.. more of pablo! heh! .. he's getting
a big head to go along with his big dick! ..
gayneedsgal: damn, i want to see! lol
rexsreality: heh! . maybe someday.. we will have to
encourage hiM>
gayneedsgal: dude, ive been reading back issues of your
rex a day, and all i know is i wish i was in SF cuz
u guys have so much fun! lol
gayneedsgal: well sexy rex i gtg. thanx for the help
and ill try as always to listen to the shows
gayneedsgal: night
rexsreality: nite man! .. sMooch hope my words help
a bit.
gayneedsgal: ok thanx man bye
bRidgin'
tHat aGe tHang...
talk2meplease:
Hello
talk2meplease: I don't know who you are, but you're
on my buddy list
talk2meplease: So I figured I would talk to you
talk2meplease: Hello?
rexsreality: hello.
rexsreality: wHo's this?
talk2meplease: Uh, my name is .......
talk2meplease: You're on my buddy list
rexsreality: hey ......... im reX.
talk2meplease: Not quite sure how you got there, but
I want to know who you are
talk2meplease: Oh, cool
talk2meplease: Hi Rex
talk2meplease: or reX
rexsreality: u know me?
talk2meplease: Nope
talk2meplease: So what's your story?
rexsreality: here.. i have a website with my sTory..
rexsreality: http://www.rexsworld.com/rexcam/
talk2meplease: ok
talk2meplease: Cute
talk2meplease: kitty
rexsreality: i am testing an internet radio show with
this AIM name.. i dont have you buddied.. so dont know
wHy i wHas on your list.. unless someone else used it.
talk2meplease: I probably found it somewhere and put
it there to look up a while ago
talk2meplease: cool, you have a cam
talk2meplease: What's your radio thing about?
talk2meplease: I remember what I have your screen name
for, you do web design, right?
talk2meplease: I think I was trying to reach you for
some advice for starting my own web site
talk2meplease: Do you ever show up on the cam?
rexsreality: check out the radio stuff here..
radio.gaycams.org
talk2meplease: ok
rexsreality: sorry .. given out some advice actually
to a few folks.. my shows vary.. anywHere from my daily
life eX.periences to seX. talk .. and now spirituality.
rexsreality: iM. sTarting my own cult..LOL! . want some
kool-aide?
talk2meplease: uh
talk2meplease: you are very off the wall
talk2meplease: Which is a quality that is very good
rexsreality: off the wall is an understatement..LOL!
.
talk2meplease: haha
rexsreality: moRe like "fell off the wall"
..heh!
talk2meplease: that is new and original
talk2meplease: you're not broadcasting?
rexsreality: just recorded music right now.. you can
look at the schedule or progarm info at that website
i gave yah to see wHen im on.
talk2meplease: ah
talk2meplease: ha, major blonde moment here...
talk2meplease: I just realized that you're gay
talk2meplease: lol
rexsreality: wHat gave it aWay?
talk2meplease: that web site
talk2meplease: I didn't look at the address
talk2meplease: lol
talk2meplease: I just sorta copied it and went there
rexsreality: ah yah. im so casual with it.. i forget
that it's meaning has different intereptations.
talk2meplease: what do you mean exactly
rexsreality: i live in sf .. so gay is used so frequently
and part of the everyday.. where it's not like that
in other areas.. i forget .. and refer to gay things
without realizing that it outs me.. but i already figured
im outted when im speaking..
talk2meplease: What do you mean about the speaking?
talk2meplease: You remind me of the dude from Sugar
RAy
rexsreality: well.. like when people ask me what i do..
there is usually "gay" in the title.. and
i say it casually as if there is no issue ..when sometimes
people are uncomfortable with it..
talk2meplease: So what do you do?
talk2meplease: Just the web cam?
rexsreality: right now im working on getting Radio gaycams'
programing operations.. operating.. getting new hosts..
doin webdesign on the side to support my habbit and
passions.. what do you do? ..where are you?
talk2meplease: I am in .....
talk2meplease: I am in school
rexsreality: cool. know folks out there. never been.
talk2meplease: You should come down here
talk2meplease: It's hot and humid
talk2meplease: and beautiful beaches
rexsreality: i will someday.
rexsreality: what are you studyin'?
talk2meplease: I am in High School
rexsreality: what gRade?
talk2meplease: Looking for a mentor, sorta
talk2meplease: entering high school
talk2meplease: This is when people stop chatting with
me
rexsreality: tHats good! we all need a mentor.. someone
to learn from .. at any age..
talk2meplease: :-D
rexsreality: well.. with this name .. i like to talk
to anybody.. the world! .. other online names and accounts..
well.. the more "adult" ones.. i probably
would have stopped talking with you..
talk2meplease: You're at least honest
talk2meplease: adult, lol
talk2meplease: I have had too many of those conversations
rexsreality:
i bet.. especially if your honest too.
talk2meplease: I actually feel like a whore
talk2meplease:
yeah
rexsreality: yeeeks! .. thats pretty !
rexsreality: is it from trying to find someone to talk
to?
talk2meplease: Yes
talk2meplease: It is hard to find someone that you can
be open and honest with
talk2meplease: But I am too open and honest
talk2meplease: And the other person takes my pic, jacks
off, then leaves me with nothing
rexsreality: i hear yah. and you have to realize by
being so you open yourself up to getting hurt.. and
might want to close down.. but never do it.. get strong..
and realize that being honest will deliver you so much
more..
talk2meplease: thanks
rexsreality: ahhh.. thats tough.. but it's the reality
with age difference and seX.
talk2meplease: I find guys that are my age
talk2meplease: around 14 to 16
talk2meplease: But they just want to jack off
rexsreality: im glad you said that.. i wHas tryin to
figure a wHay to ask..about if you date guys your age..
and hate feeling uncomfortable about givin' advise when
people are so quick to yell "child molestor"
.. it's cReepy.
talk2meplease: I don't do that really
rexsreality: being like that with guys your age is gReat!
and i have learned by wanting more.. and waiting ..
sometimes it's better..
talk2meplease: If you want a nude pic of me I will yell
talk2meplease: yeah
rexsreality: no! no! no! .. i dont want a nude pix !
rexsreality: LOL!
talk2meplease: lol, you don't seem like the type
talk2meplease: you're too nice
talk2meplease: and cute
talk2meplease: But I am having problems with accepting
myself
talk2meplease: I love both sexs, but I want to like
girls, not guys
rexsreality: hey! i like looking at nude guys.. but
that would make me uncomfortable.. i really believe
that there is a difference with guys at different ages..
when i comes to sex.. there are many differences in
the levels of perception.. and what seX. is.. i know
that people lead each other on.. just to have seX. but
that is unfair sometimes with age.
rexsreality: when i wHas coming out .. i dated gurls
and boyes and didnt want to label myself.. i didnt want
to be boxed in.. i didnt have enuff eX.periences i knew
i hadnt gone the "distance" .. and didnt want
to be defined yet.
rexsreality: now i look at myself and others as pansexual..
basically people will get off on wHat feels good.. whatever
society tells us doesnt matter.. people will still do
anything and hide anything and still have thier passions..
wither they realize them or not.
talk2meplease: I seem to lust for men, but I love women
talk2meplease: which is a major conflict
rexsreality: good for you! . why a conflict? it's pretty
unique.. be proud of tHat.
talk2meplease: What's to be proud of though?
rexsreality: that you are different. that you have feelings
for both sexes which you can honestly define from where
you are at right now.. so many people struggle with
even acepting that they have different thoughts from
the world cause we are conditioned sometimes that wHay.
rexsreality:
it's like if your different ..you have to hide it sometimes..
or over compinsate for it.. but those differences give
us power and a chance at inner self development by looking
deeper at who we are..
talk2meplease: What were you like at 15
talk2meplease: But I really don't want to be different
sexually
rexsreality: honestly? .. at 15.. i wHas horny.. makin'
it with gurls and starting to lust over my guy fRiends..
talk2meplease: Not in today's society
talk2meplease: When did you first have sex?
rexsreality: seX. is so diverse man. or sexuality is
.. it's personal .. everyone is different if you start
analyzing that persons details.
talk2meplease: oh
rexsreality: i lost my virginity at 13 with a gal i
knew for a long time..
talk2meplease: you had intercourse at 13?
talk2meplease: do you regret it?
rexsreality: but i advocate personal definitons for
alot of things that society defines for us.. such as
sexuality.. people are what they are.. my moM. says
eVeyone is biseXual eX.cept her! heh!
rexsreality: first time wHas sCary . dont regret anything.
rexsreality: take the eX.periences and learn from them
to hopefully influence your future ones..
talk2meplease: Do you still like women?
rexsreality: i jump the fence every once in awhile..
LOL!
talk2meplease: lol
talk2meplease: So you're bi?
rexsreality: but honestly i look to have relationships
with men.. when i wHas alot younger it was differnt
.. sex with men and relationships with gurls.
talk2meplease: oh
talk2meplease: How old are you?
rexsreality: i dont really promote myself as bi.. im
more relating to gay.. but again i do bring up pansexuality
which covers all labels and allows us to develop and
grow ..
rexsreality: im 33 ..how about you?
talk2meplease: 15
talk2meplease: You look like you're in your 20s
talk2meplease: damn
rexsreality: heh! tHanks! .. you wRite like your in
your 30's..heh! . LOL!
talk2meplease: I get that a lot too
rexsreality: made me feel better tonite..
talk2meplease: :-p
talk2meplease: I do that
talk2meplease: I hate that too
talk2meplease: People think I am sexy, funny, and I
make them feel better, and I dislike it
talk2meplease: My modesty is very appearent here
talk2meplease: lol
rexsreality: yah. sometimes i trip out on the gaps of
communication with younger queers.. if i can use that
term.. meaning. your different.
rexsreality: why dislike that wonderful gift? .. making
people happy.. i have learned that it just inspires
the "healer" in me.
talk2meplease: :-[thanks
talk2meplease: healer?
rexsreality: to me .. different means that someone has
real insite with who they are.. and should be very proud
of that.
rexsreality: healer = helping others
rexsreality: now it does sound like im starting a cult..LOL!
talk2meplease: lol
talk2meplease: Yes, and we should clone millions of
you to populate the world
rexsreality: i have to head outta here.. i have enjoyed
our chat bRo.
talk2meplease: thanks
talk2meplease: I feel a bit better
rexsreality: dont clone me! .. we have curcuit queens
for that. he!
talk2meplease: Please don't talk about me with anyone
talk2meplease: lol
talk2meplease: lol
talk2meplease: You're cute and funny
rexsreality: i will refer to you..use our conversation..
but will not say anything about who you are or where
you are to anyone.. plus i really dont know. now do
i?
rexsreality: you could be madonna.
talk2meplease: lol
rexsreality: r u madonna? .. if you are.. leave me alone.
talk2meplease: That would be interesting, wouldn't it
talk2meplease: She and Gwen Stefani, damn, what a show
talk2meplease: She's odd, but she puts on a show
rexsreality: i have a fantasy that madonna is my stalker.
talk2meplease: (Madonna)
talk2meplease: Ah
talk2meplease: Well, nope, not Madonna
talk2meplease: She would be more confident
rexsreality: LOL! take care buddy be sTrong.. and absorb
your life
talk2meplease: thanks
talk2meplease: When is your next radio thing?
rexsreality: madonna's sneaky! i know her tRick! s!
heh!
rexsreality: check out the schedule at that site.. check
out my schedule there.. and make sure to check out Xan's
show.. the lesi-cafe.. she was out in high-school..
and she kicks ass!
talk2meplease: ok
talk2meplease: Night
rexsreality: be well bud! peaCe
talk2meplease: Night
talk2meplease: night
