reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
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oCtober 10th 2001
restless
sLeep ...
3:19 am
i
can't sLeep - ...
...
it's dRiving me cRazy.. havent been able to sLeep more tHan
2 hours at a time and tonite.. i cant get past that "tWilite"
stage of wHere you just drift off... i eVen took a double
dose of valarium.. i'm about to take more.. tHe kitts haVe
been fighting tonite and keep having to go break em up...
finally i got them in the room and eliZa is acting like
i just beat her or something.
restless.. tired..
beyond tired.. all of us...
we all need a
good rest .. but our situation i guess has left us a little
mentally sHaken... last nite it wHas dReams about moVing
.. tonite i wish i could get eVen to that state.. i went
through alot of piX. i took of the caSa the last week..
i got so upset .. cRied alot.. i closed my eyes and imagined
we were there.. before all this happened..
goD. i wish i
had my caSa...
moRe
viSions
