reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
saTur.day.
oCtober 27th 2001
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
Even
though you haven't been paying a lot of attention, you
seem to know just enough to get by today, Sag. You may
not be the one to find the needle in the haystack, but
your're a master at coming up with excuses. Forget about
the trivial matters that rule most people's daily lives.
The Pisces Moon calls to you to expand your horizons.
As expectations that can't possibly disappoint you.
(
i tHink i will clip the roSe bushes in my moM.'s backyard
toDay...
sigH..)
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tHe
suburbians.. souls.. and cReepy cRaWlies ...
9:28 am
tWo
souls alone...
i hope aunti
noNi had a restful sleep last nite .. and could feel our
good healing vibes.. i woke up around 4:30 this morn ..
thinkin' of her alone there in the hospital.. and uncle
leo alone in thier trailer.. i wHas hackin'.. i think im
reacting from the central air unit in moM.'s caSa.. !
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1:38 pm
suburbiaN.
sounDs and sHit...
i hear the neighbours
rinsin' their dRivewHays - i just finished washing aWay
all the bird-poop out back... heh!
tHe gRass is
gettin' gReener.. and it feels so gooD. outside..
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7:34 pm
"
eX.tra weight..."
weighed in at
136.5 today after being 137.5 for 3 days after coming back
from sf .. i gained 2.5 more pounds - i think the eX.tra
gardening has been statching away some eX.tra due weightage..
but at least it's helping me also tone the eX.tra weight
.. heh! ..
i better piG.
out better in the morn..
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9:04 pm
cReepy
cRawlies come for halloween!! ...
i sWear there
is something - liVing - EVERYWHERE in tHis town ! .. cReepy
cRawly bugs and sPiders eVerywHere - just in time 4 halloween...
maDe some bRownies
and filled the house with that wonderful baking smell -
the sMell of home is the sMell of baking bRownies..
watched more
of the eX.ercist - but fell asleep full of bRownies durring
the 1st try of eliminating that infamous demon..
sPeaking of wHich...
thier's been some demons poppin' up in my slambook - dont
know if it's really john mCmullen or not - but some pretty
out there hurtful things were posted there and the "official"
reasons why i wHas fired from gaybc.. last i knew i wHas
laid off - ! .. heh! ..
if it's really
him.. it seems that he's directing his attack or wHatever
he's going through .. on me and being a year later and the
eX.tremes he has listed agaist me.. im' a little concerned
about his actions and how he displays them.. he better not
come close to me or my moTher .. mama bear here from both
of us .. his "bear" self would be sorry and definately
misdirected if he thinks that by attacking me - he will
solve his problems.. tHere needs to be more investigation
on his side on wHere or who his enemy is.. instead of eX.ploitin'
lies of a former employee - goD.! . i feel like i joined
the mafia! wHy is he tryin' to put me down like this? ..
i gave that company so much .. and sacraficed quite a bit..
and always got sHit from him.. maybe im not the only one
he's attacking or trying to blacklist.. i know he has a
HUGE list of enemies.. but i dont need to be put on the
"destroy" list.. it's wHay past his time to try
that .. and if he keeps trying this attack method.. he will
cause more damages... but the damage will be his..
ive had eNuff
of his cRap.. and people lying to hurt others... and again..
it's done not with direct communication .. but using a filter
to protect themselfs.. hah! .. wHat fuckin' wimps..
if i have to
push back or defend myself.. it wont be using the internet..
or my site.. it will be with a lawyer.. asking mR. mCmullen
wHy he feels he needs to "officially" .. attack
me and my cHaracter.. and bring up many factors and lies
that he presented durring my employment there.. up to this
point i havent had to mention any of this and felt it wasnt
appropriate.. could be "hurtful" .. again.. he
and i have different views on how to display and present
ourselfs.. and how we vent our anger.. and attack threats..
im learning to find wHo eX.actely is my enemy or threat
is .. not make one up... to meet my dilusional needs or
desires..
