reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
tHurs.day
aPril 25th, 2002
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
You
are poised and ready to give your speech, and at last
you have
the ear of someone that needs to hear you. Simplify
your vocabulary
to make your point if you have to, but don't reduce
the issue to
absurdity. If this effort is successful, your words
will be quoted
for years to come, so it's imperative that they come
out flawlessly.
Before beginning, count to ten and go over what you're
going to say
in your head.
(4-20
one.. 4-20 two.. 4-20 three.. eVen if i count to teN..
and found my heaD.. today doesnt feel like the day
that im gonna win any speech awards or go down in
history..heh! .. unless im quoted for having a two
blonde-braincell moment.. here's a towel to clean
up any future messes.. heh!. )
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If you don't
appreciate what you have when you have it, don't complain
when you no longer have it.
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- Anniversary
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a
baD. kiTTy dReam! ...
had
a hoRRible dReam last nite ...
it started
in the middle of a situation.. much like a kurt vonigut
book.. for some reaSon .. kitty wHas gone.. i wHas VERY
upset.. cause we had to give her away.. i would neVer
see her again..
it wHas the
second nite she wHas gone.. and i asked my moM. about
her and how she wHas .. somehow my moM. knew about her.
she told
me that kitty's tummy wasnt doing too gooD.
i felt this
anxiety rush.. and sCreamed ..
"no!
.. no!!!.. please! ..no!".. it wHas like i wHas
finding out she wHas gonna pass on..
i bRoke down..
and started cRying furiously..
i had awoke
as i wHas screaming..
i couldnt
stop the flood of tears overflowing my eyes.. and the
shakes that a body makes when they are crying very hard..
i felt like
the world that i had left had been destroyed.. and lost
everything..
i then saW
kiTTy sleeping at the bottom of the beD. curled up neXt
to my feet.. well not sleeping anymore.. looking at
me.. wondering what the hell wHas up with me.. wHo wHas
i sCreaming at?
i crawled
over to her.. huggin her and wettin' her with my tears..
very relieved to hold her and confirm that she wHas
with me still..
kiTTy started
licking my face.. and i layed my head down next to her..
sHe continued
cleaning and soothing my hoRRors.. as i calmed and fell
back to sleep wth half dried teaRs on my faCe.. feeling
somewhat better that kiTTy wHas there.. and comforting
me..
but .. fuck..
mann..
tHat dREam
scared the hell out of me.. and has given me an uncomfortable
feeling that i cant sHake..
like there
is a monster outside.. trying to get in.. like the nite
of the liVing dead .. and im trying to nail the doors
and windows shut.. trying to keep them out..
how long
can i keep up that fight? before they slam down the
dooR .. forcing themselves in.. and taking over?
viSions
..tHis
beard is getting tHick! .. mann.. should i sHave today?
.. will take allll day! ..heh!
