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back poRch, caS.a de sLo...
last
night daWn made fRied-cHicken...
... and remembered
that smell and feeling i had when franke would make
that for us. i missed him yesturday as i ate the chicken...
he made the best fried chicken and pork chops.. i may
have not liked how our relationship ended up but i really
am glad he wHas my lover and i knew him..
i have been
thinking alot about the people i have know.. today another
email came through to me about bob
strong.. and someone that knew him in san diego..
as a teNor, a singer.. knew him before he wore different
shoes on each foot. he had been impacted by bob.. remembered
him even though he had lost touch with him.
im thinking
of those people i have knowN.. those impacts.. inflences..
including those people that i dont see anymore.. those
i do.. and those that i long to see again..
im holding
them all so close right now.. remembering .. feeling
thier presense in my 35 year old life.. knowing that
even if they are not in my life now.. that they still
are with me.. and very much an influence to my life
and who i am ..
i carry them
with me everyday of my life and will do so even in whatever
lays ahead of me after this life is done...
tHey are
me..
and will
remain with me forever...
happily..
now.. and eVer after..
