i
can eat again..
for tHanksgiving
i am thankful of that..
wHat a tRipp
to be sic to my stomach on that day and around this
time.. not being able to eat when it's the time to gobble..
eVen though
i wHas sic .. i wHas grateful and tHankful of many things..
i stumbled
out to the back porch on thursday morning after being
in bed for hours... and felt the wonderful energy..
the quiet.. not even cars from the distant.. i felt
everyone wHas where they should be.. i wHas happy that
my mom is healthy and home serving food to aunt noni..
uncle leo (happy 51st aniversary!) and julia... i remembered
a few thanksgivings ago.. my mom in the hospital.. alone
at my mom.'s casa looking at ePs... eliZa and kiTTy
in sf on the webcam.. feeling very alone and sCared..
i felt that even though i wasnt piggin' out like everyone
else.. just the fact that my moM. wHas .. maDe me feel
warm.. and cozy.. she celebrates for me.. and felt it..
and wHas so tHankful that she is still here...
