reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
tues.day
feB. 5th 2002
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
The
most recent changes in your emotional landscape have
you both scared and excited, and you aren't really
sure what your next move should be. Are these changes
permanent, or are they merely illusory good times
that are designed to lull you into a false sense of
security? It all depends, to be frank, on what you
are willing to feel, see and accept. Talking to a
trusted friend or relative may give you the perspective
you need right now.
(mommy..
i need to talk.. heh! .. takin' that trip to veGas
gave me a thrill.. some sCares and eX.citments...
it's kinda a metapHor for wHere i am right now.. and
wHat is neXt.. like a rollar coaster.. i dont know
wHat direction is neXt but i can see a loop and a
upside down adventure.. i better check my pockets
and make sHure nothing falls out!.. :)
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The most
successful people in the world aren't successful at
all if they are not successful in love.
365
reaSons for a parTy!
- fiRst anniversary
of the order pRohibiting juKe boXes! (thank goD. for
internet raDio! heh!)
- reX. coMes
bacK (home?) fRom las veGas!
lonGin'
for loSt loVe...
9:57 am
it
always seeM.s that i wRite around this time ...
...taking
a look at the times i have been wRiting in my rambles
lately.. i have enjoyed wRiting alot more these days..
it's been giving me a wHay to vent out many thing that
i have been feeling and noting the diversity of my wRiting
these days.. and the different things i have been goin
off on .. it's been a gReat wHay to also address them..
or at least respond to them from wHere im at or how
i feel..
alley-mc-beal
bRainbarf..
eX.cuse me..
here's a
toWel to wipe all that off yah..
heh!
came
home from veGas today and had a million things pounding
thier wHay to the front of my mind today.. as i traveled
in the caR.. .. i neVer woke up today.. had a couple
cups of coFFy but they neVer worked.. i stayed in my
" before coffy silent mode " for most of the
day..
i believe
that none should utter a word before coFFy ..
or at least
not held accountable for thier actions or words if forced
to interact with others..
i waned to
go "home" ..
to the caSa
de reX.
to sf..
.. up in
that third floor hayes valley flat that held my 15 years
in that city..
i yearned
for it so bad..
like a lost
love that i will never lose the love and the longing
to be with feeling..
bRoken heart..
my loVer
is deaD.
but my loVe
and lonGing is still alive..
how do you
deal with tHat? . . .
my sPiritual
waRRior is working oVer-time on this.. new venTure in
my wooDs.
ePs! .. wHere
are you? !! i neeD. a kiss..
i feel so
loS.t
viSions
.. wHy
sTick people are eX.tinct..
.. tHese
dark ciRcles under the eYes look is bRought to you by
laS. veGas!
.. coW.pokin'
reX.
