reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
weD.
feB. 6th 2002
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
Ensure
your success by limiting your shots to the easiest
targets. Your thoughts about attractive people make
conversation with them extremely difficult. You may
want to consider why you have this attitude. After
all, aren't you an attractive person yourself? Spend
some time alone to ground yourself. You might even
want to get away -- spend the afternoon in a more
natural setting than the office. If the solitude is
too much to bear, call on a friend to help you unburden.
(my
tHOughts about attractive people? .. yiiie! .. makes
me nerVous ..yah.. especially what im goin' through
right now.. deep down i am attracted.. but scared
to death on acting on any attraction in that wHay
.. wHat a loser ..huh?)
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Learn early
that pettiness in a relationship will not buy you a
lifetime of love.
365
reaSons for a parTy!
- birThday
of babe ruth and ronald reaGan!
- moM.'s
biRthday !!
haPPi
birtHday moM.! ...
9:50 am
iT's
moM.'s biRthday today! ...
gonna make
dinner tonite for her .. russian meatballs! .. so ..
this afternoon.. again i will be strugglin' in the kitchen
like karen black landing a plane..
moM. is really
gooD. (to be polite) about my cooking.. and sits there
and guides me along with the nerve-rackin' grub slingin'..
sHe's learning
to be patient .. and im learning to relaX. a bit ..
course learning
how to relaX. in any situation is my big sTruggle right
now anywHays..
i wish i
had the money right now to get moM.'s nails done.. she's
one that loves that kind of stuff.. to be pampered and
beautified.. heh! .. wondered wHere i got that.. lol!
dinner will
be good though.. and have been fixing up her house..
hangin' pix.. re-arranging furniture.. (for proper energy
flow) .. :) and basically getting things in order for
her.. as i do for myself..
it's like
wHen i wHas growing up with her as a kid.. again.. i
did most of the cleaning.. and always re-arranged the
furniture.. sHe never would know where things would
be wHen she got home.. heh!.. but i wHas a young faggy
artist cowpoke and loved to play with interior design
composition..
i still am..
but can moVe couches and heavy furniture easier now..
happy birthday
moM.
it's one
that im gonna enjoy and remember forever.. cause right
now .. in my situation.. there's no other place that
i would rather be..
i love that
we have this time..
love that
we can still grow together..
and there
are things we both are still learning..
and still
do that as a team..
partners..
always..
son.. mother..
family
tRibe..
you taught
me tRibe..
how it feels
to be saFe..
waRm..
loVed..
u taught
me to require that in my life..
and seek
it out.. and make sHure that i reCieve it ..
as well as
give it..
you are my
refuge..
my center..
my cReator..
my most cHerished
and valuable component in my liFe..
i cant describe
how much i love you..
it is felt
.. deep in the core of who i am..
and carry
my love for you always.. as you are with me always..
and am so
glad to be with you right now..
i love you
moM.
viSions
.. taKin'
another perspecTive..
.. happi
biRthday moM.!
