reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
tHurs.day
feB. 7th 2002
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
To
make yourself understand that you're part of something
much larger than you can comprehend, you need a profound
experience of charity. You need to be there for someone
to lean on, and you need to be ready to give. Even
if you have the urge to bug out when the going gets
tough, you need to prove the strength of your resolve,
especially when it comes to those in your life who
are ready, willing and able to celebrate your singularity.
Once you do, life in general will become easier.
(
... giVe.. be reaD.y to giVe.. ok.. need to take note
on those in my life that have supported me.. send
out some "giVe" viBes... and be open today
for the neeD.s of others.. - goD! now i sound like
a hoRRorscope! yikes! heh!)
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365
reaSons for a parTy!
- birThday
of wRiter.. cHarles dickens!
- reX. bREaks
tHe sCale at 158!!
gRandma's
ruSSan meaTballs...
7:44 am
tHe
meatballs came out gReat! ...
.. gRandma
cook would have been pRoud !..
we played
risk.. and couldnt finish before uncle leo dragged noNi
home..heh! .. moM. came out ahead.. the first time she
has with that gaMe .. when playing with me.. i usually
win.. and wHas about to get killed off.. (of course
i wHas the redman.. and the redman always gets killed
off) .. but survived.. took over south america .. about
ready to boot the blackman (noni) out of africa and
sNeek over to austrialla.. but we ended the game.. heh!
..
i
love risk..
i love it
wHen my family sits down and plays a game like that..
my moM. only
smacked me tWice ! ..heh! ..
it wHas a
gReat day and so happy to see my moM. enjoy herself
and laugh along with noNi and leo..
tHese are
the blessing in life that makes everything else that
we seem to sTruggle for seem so silly..
happiness
can come so easily sometimes..
i felt like
all of us were celebrating our biRthdays along with
moM. yesturday.
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9:31 am
i
wHas pRoposed to ... tWice while in veGas..
instead
of ansWering a yes or no.. i gave my vows.. in a wHay..
i asked..
caN you sTay
maRRied to me? ..
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9:36 am
wHat
a tubby fink! ..
bRoke the
reX. weight reCord at 158 today..! yikes! .. wowo! ..
160 is around the corner.. and think i better slow down
around 165..heh! .. it's funny cause now i dont dRink
much of the "ensHure" anymore.. maybe once
a day now.. i sWitched from sLim fast.. cause people
thought i wHas the spokesperson or something..
" you
dRink that? "
" yah..
see.. how skinny i am .. it works! "
heh!
i just might
have to sWitch back to sLim fast if i keep going past
165 ..heh! .. ahh.. i can dReam of that someday..
it's kinda
wierd.. eX.citing.. a positive thing right now.. gaining
weight.. gives me some wierd confidence in my health
right now.. and being able to succeed with something..
my riBs are
dissapearin'.. my pecs are fatter.. i cant feel my bones
as much in my arms.. i notice that i can jiggle my ass
more.. wowo! .. im gettin' ass! ..heh! ..
tRip..
ouT.
i still dont
reconize that duD.e in the mirror much anymore.. but
getting to know him in this wHay is ..
alright..
viSions
..tHe
woman i might haVe maRRied.. and my piN. i made as a
kiD.. ..
