reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
weD.s
maR.ch 27th 2002
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
Take
a deep breath or count to ten slowly. You need to
calm down
before things get too far out of hand. For some reason,
you are
unusually sensitive to distraction and impersonal
rudeness. Be the
first to take a step in the right direction when a
moral decision
needs to be made. Rely on your values to guide you
through a
potentially dangerous situation. When others see your
acts of
kindness, they will be anxious to do the same. A smile
can be
contagious.
(it's
a sPlit sMile wHen leaVin' my sf tHIs tiMe... iM happy
that i have some new beginings.. and strength to jump
into new aD.ventures.. it's the attitude.. for sHure..
relyin' on my values right now is wHat i depend on
now as i guided through the touR and take back more
tHan treasures bought in a loN.don tRiftshop.. i bRing
back that "newness" and re-birth.. that
is consumated from my pHilosophies and values as i
actaully apply them to those liFe giVen aDventures..
)
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365
reaSons for a parTy!
- reX. eaSes
baCk in baKo..!
- reX. cleaN.s
that duSty gaRage de reX.!
- reX. finally
taKes that baTh.. hmm! .. no "iT." this time..
!
being
"baC.k" ...
12:28 pm
so
iM. "baCk" ...
and so glad
to be feeling "baCk".. it makes me believe
i belong somewhere and have some roots..
I had the
best return party last nite.. moM. and kitt style! ..
i opened up the huge suitcase (aka: cHuck) that i have
been living out of for the last 20 days and went through
all the treasures i brought home for us.. it wHas like
christmas in a wHay .. bringing out moM.'s gift that
i wHas so worried would break before i got it home to
her.. i got her a really cooll authentic english tea
set.. a matching set of two cups with saucers and two
serving plates for sNacks.. i found it at the thrift-shop
near roB.'s house for only 99 penCe! .. wowo! ..
sHe loVed
it~!
and sHe actually
told me the handpainted design wHas a tea roSe.. sHe
loVes roSes.. i wHas so oVerjoyed that she enjoyed my
england gift to her.. we both thought it wHas cooll
that there wHas a history with them as well..
so cool to
sleep with the kiTTs last nite.. felt protected and
that sense of a relaXed "return" .. and in
a place wHere i belonged.. with my beloved inner tribe..
it had been so long . now i haVe "returned"
..
wHat a wonderful
feeling..
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tHings to
do..
- uN.pack
cHuck
- download
loN.don piX and put them in gallery
- prepare
new reX. X.files recently taken from a sf basement..
- water gaRden
- work on
raMbles (start writing trip notes)
- clean office
/ gaRage de reX.
- sort eMail
- RGC - announce
im back doing my pRoducer's and sHow houRs at radio.gaycams.org
- reX.'s
world sLambook annoucement - iM. back!
- plant
rest of rose bushes / new rose tRee in backyard - get
soil miX. to work this goD.damn clay ground that baKo
has..
- fullfill
new reX.waRe orders - got some t-shirts.. magnics..
and a lost-soul caNdle to get out..
- ouTline
/ organize ranTs wRitings - brainstorm sTories and essays
. it's time to reaD. what i have wRote.. and see if
theres something i can pull out of my wRitings.. and
bRain-barfs..
- plan next
visit to sf - plan on going to new chinese herbal medical
care / treatment facility.. investigate acupuncture..
herb treatments.. meditation... all to keep me off those
daMn. scary HIV meds.. it's all stuff i want to do anyhew..
HIV is just allowing me to do it.. how funny..
- plan visit
to AZ.. when? .. with wHom? can i do gaRden work for
moNey? .. heh! inTernational gaRdener sTrikes again!
perhaps i can be someone's houseboi? .. i do gReat in
kiTchens.. cleaning only! .. no cooking.! if your lucky
.. i will make you some whitetrash gourmet popcorn..
- cReate
a workout / eating plan to hit 180 and gain back the
weight i lost from my touR. (almost 13 pounds! ..yikes!)
next time i better take a weight tRainer.. and more
enShure.. heh!
- go oVer
baD.puppy reQuests and contact caRol
- call toB.y
and tell hiM. im baCk! .. giVe him his loN.don tRinket..
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6:00 pm
hangin'
with eliZa in the gaRage...
got the
simpson's taPe 19 in.. everyonce in awhile i hear a
big truck pass by.. overshadowing the faint sound of
suburbian lawncare always playing shomewhere in the
distance.. the garage dooR. is open and eliZa is eX.cited
about this and gets as far as the car in the dRive-wHay
before she runs back to her daddy.. right now she's
sittin' in my lap after kneedin' for several minutes
before findin' the right place for her hairy old caTT-aSS..
right on
top of this jouRnal.. heh!~
mZ. coSmos
is cryin' to come out but aftaid to do so .. because
the gaRage door is open.
i spent the
day cleanin' the gaRage.. de reX. .. i think pretty
soon i will be moVin' my computer set-up in the house..
in the middle bedroom ..if im here durring the summer
the heat in the garage will not be too great for my
equipment.. nope..! ..
it feels
good to haVe everything cleaned.. gives me a fresh start
as i sit down and gert to some of the "to-do"
items i maDe on my reTurn.. now that im baC.k .. i haVe
some sHit to get doNe! ..
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6:37 pm
heY!
i just realized that it's a full mooN tonite! ...
gonna sTay
up late and hoWl at the mooN.. see who in the world
hears me.. !
wwHoooooooooo!
.. a-a-a-oH! ..
(the next
day thursday march 28th 8:09 pm)
wait! ..
tonite is the full mooN.! heh! . i got a day aHead of
myself here.. stuck in loN.don time? .. wHa? .. oh well..
i just sTarted hoWlin' a little early is all! ..
