reX.'s
raMbles! . . .
moN.day
maR.ch 3rd 2002
G
R E E T I N G S Sagittarius
While
you needn't push everything that is important to you
to the back burner, you can forget about a few desires,
at least for a while. Forget about coming out on top,
making a profit or seeing your name in lights. In
fact, you should consider abandoning all that you've
been working for, especially in the arena of professional
development. Right now, it seems the more freely you
give, the more you will gain. This means that you
should bend a little.
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365
reaSons for a parTy!
- anniversary
of meeting of coN.gress!
- 4 more
days till reX. goes to loN.don!
i
wanT to go hoM.e!...
7:57 am
maNN..
i am fReaked...
iT's been
a funked up .. fuCked up week... i havent eaten in a
couple days cause my stomach is so upset..
my bRain
is playing tricks on me .. or things are just coming
out and really effecting me..
i
want to stay in beD. and have been spending alot of
time there.. eVerytime i wake up in the morn .. i wish
it wHas nite time again and i can go back to beD.
the days
have been freaky.. full of mind.fucs..
i feel disgusting..
replused by myself..
last nite
i had an anxiety attack or something... i dont know..
but freaked out.. came to my mOM. and just started freakin'...
shakin' .. cryin' .. and breathin' really wierd.. headrush
style.. it lasted too long.. and wHas scared.. and ashamed
to be that wHay.
i feel right
now that i cant hold on to anything.. i have lost so
much .. and trying to see the purpose..
i really
want to give up on this.. say that's all folks!.. liFe
has had the reX. adventure and now its over.. for all
of us..
im lonely
.. isolated.. i feel trapped..
i want to
go hoMe.
viSions
..i want
to go hoM.e
joNi
and a new skinny miC.hael at the soPhmore pRom
