moM.'s
gaRage - baKersfield..
i
just remembered part of a dReam...
i
had last nite while packin' my stuff into boxes to
go into sTorage.. this morn..
i
just packed the construction workers hat that i wore
in my dReam last nite.. i wore it so causually ..eVen
though people didnt seem to notice.. with it on i
felt like a hero.. i felt like that something wHas
about to happen in the city i wHas in and somewHat
prepared.
tHe
black curtains stay here in the garage.. compfort
eliZa's energy that still may be here.. i feel alot
of it in the garage.. i cried alot this morning..
for her and ePs.. leaving a space tHat has the energy
that connects is very hard.. iM feeling the same as
wHen i had to evacuate the caSa in sf over a year
ago..
goD.
... let these cHanges
be
for the gooD....
..
and take some of the suffering aWay..
..................................
8:40pm
moM.'s gaRage - baKersfield..
less
tHan 12 hours...
...
and the moVers will be here...
iRene
and i have been busy going through moM.'s house packing
last minute things.. i already said my goodbye to
wHat is left of the garden outside.. tHe kitty spirit
energy that is still felt.. the few plants that became
overgrown and supprised me..
i
am very tired.. im reaD.y for beD. but still have
more to do
