i
finally set up my sTereo in my room...
im going
through all my miX.ed taPes.. all the ones tHat fRiends..
lovers have given to me over the years and the ones
i made .. the years of the caS.a de reX.
im giving
my stuff another "once-over" .. before they
either get sold or put into sTorage.. tHings like the
tapes.. i want to keep forever.. but am going to miss
them as i do with the other stuff i hang on to .. hoping
to have a place for them again..
my moM.
sold her house.. and am going to help her move around
the first of noVember.. when i do ..i will be putting
alot of what i had there into sTorage.. along with my
things here from slo-town..
i
decided to plan a moVe to cHi-town...in the neX.t couple
of moN.ths .. tHat next challenge.. and wont be able
to bring much.. my kitts.. myself.. a few books.. journal..
clothes.. will be about all that i could fly out there
for now.. perhaps the computer and a couple "comfort"
things.. caN. be sHipped later..
i have
so many books... already reaD.. to reaD.. eVen books
i wRote myself.. my liFe fills those paGes.. it's amaZing
to tHink how much has happened.. tHe evolution of a
huMan being.. the things that influence them.. eX.periencing
.. the good and bad..
i would
never have apprciated the good stuff without the bad..
and sometimes.. the bad turns out good.. or it's just
bad.. but .. you are more gRateful for the good tHings..
by eX.periencing the baD. stuff..
i heard
a sTory about a little gurl yesturday.. for her 6th
birthday she prayed to goD. for two things..
first
sHe wanted a birthday parTy..
seCond
she wanted it to sNow..
tHIs little
guRl's birthday wHas in juL.y..
on her
biRthday.. she had a wonderful biRthday paRty with all
her fRiends and had a marvalous tiMe..
but it
did not sNow..
her paRents
concerned .. asked her how she felt about goD. not anSwering
her pRayers..
the liTTle
guRl said:
"goD.
ansWered my pRayer.. he just said no"..
An
unanswered question comes up again and this time you
plan to settle it once and for all. Refer back to
those college textbooks you never sold -- you were
probably keeping them around for moments like these.
Be open to other sources of information, too. Maybe
a long-lost relative contacts you from an unexpected
place. Just how much of your family history do you
really know? You're about to learn more. Maybe there's
no hidden treasure or forgotten safe deposit box,
but you might end up using an unfamiliar key. You
always wondered why this was hanging around, anyway.
