8:53
p M
caSa de SLO...
caTch
your bReath sooN...:)
im catching
mine.. and as i do so.. have been given time to think
about my life.. and the many things that have happened
and will happen..
moulin rouge..
did you ever see it? .. i finally did nite before last..
it's been haunting me.. even before i saw the movie..
i wHas humming that main theme tune from a stan getz
CD i have for about a couple weeks.. before i even saw
it.. then wHen i did.. mann.. did i love it..
course it
wHas about love..
many a splendid
tHing .. but above all how the greatest thing in life
is to love and to be loved in return.. (cHokes me up!)..
:)
i love you..
you know..
come wHat
may.. and mann.. come it did.. and still will keep coming..
the tRials of liFe..
but i want
you to know .. tHat i always have a special love for
you.. and feel you do for me somehow and felt "us"
wHen i watched that moVie.. not that you or i can compare
to ewen or nicole or one of us has died.. but we seperated..
when i still think we did love each other.. and did
it for love.. but never ended that love..
now i tell
you this .. because of love.. because you are a special
love.. of mine.. come what may.. :)
im feeling
world's seperated from my life as i knew it.. going
to a
therapist .. dealing with the loss in my life... and
finding what is left..
preparing to battle yet another cHallenge and thier
new adventures..
whatever they might be..
i want to
move to chicago.. i want to move back to sf.. i want
to go to
school here in slo-town and become a therapist.. i want
to work in loN.don.. i want to settle down and be in
love.. i want to live with the iN.dians and learn thier
peaCeful wHays.. i want to wRite noVels.. to tRavel
and taste many foods... i want so many things.. and
dont have much time i feel to eX.perience these things
unless i start moving ahead and make the necessary steps
to do so.. and making cHoices tHat i truly know i want..
and saVorin' them as liFe gifts..
so.. tHat's
why im just spillin' it all out here.. and hopefully
wont sCare
you too much..
would love
to miX. you a ketel oNe marTini at the maDonna.. i can
see the pink lites of that place from the back porCh
of the caS.a de slo.. you are more than welcome here..
eliZ.a has
passed on (the first week i wHas out here..) but the
other kitty is here with mZ. coSmos.. im miXin' cocktails..
martinis in a cool little european cafe.. (as close
as it gets in this central coast cowboy
town..heh!)
i hope you
well.. we will caTch up .. wHen we do.. :).. until then
..
umm.. i dont know.. just know you are in my thoughts..
much love
to you and the kitt..
xx
reX.
Sagittarians
receive a delightful complication via another, smaller
archer named Cupid. New romances blossom, or old ones
heat up again -- or maybe both. Someone special finds
you irresistible. With this new excitement may come
hard decisions. Be honest and kind about what you
want and what you are feeling and you will be rewarded.
Clear communication will bring serious passion into
your life. A hot evening lies in wait. 
