tueS.day - deC.ember 23rd, 2003

"soMetimes iT sNows in aPril...

soMetimes iT feels so bad...

soMetimes, i wish tHat life wHas never eNding...

all good tHings tHey say never last...

loVe isNt loVe uNtil it's paSt...

maYbe soMeday i will see my tRacy again..."

 

i wHas afriad today that if i ever stopped writing.. that's wHen liFe's finished...

each day i have been writing up "miC.heal's meM.oirs" on reX.'s woRld with entries that represent each year and a summary of every year from wHen I wHas 13... Im now at 1992... 25.. living with colleen... boyfriends with fRank "weedmann" aka: The wonderful woRld of weidemann!

I almost feel like im readin' and writing up some else's life.. but with such a rush of inimacy wHen I realize that life and eX.perience wHas mine!...

tHis cHristmas i dont need the visit from the ghost of cHristmas past... I actually have a new script for them! ... this yeaR im prepared with my own notes..

well..

"a miC.hael's meM.oirs... cHristmas caRol" ...

...baCk...