tueS.day - deC.ember 30th 2003 Romance colors your life in all its beauty. Pleasure is an awesome experience wherever you find it. The stars rekindle a fire that you didn't realize had been extinguished. Everything is easier now that you're warming up to the idea of what easy really means. Just a little effort gets you most of what you want. Imagine what you could do if you put your back into something. Remember that lucky kid you always envied when you were young? This is your chance to turn yourself into the adult that he or she might have become.   I wHas on a cHicago bus... wearing a cowboy hat. the hat felt very significant to wHo I wHas.. and wearing it in public... wHas finally eX.pressing who i wHas... I think auDry wHas on the bus... i caught her image from the corner of my eYe.. I tHen leaned back and pulled the cowboy hat down over my face... i wHas going to take a snooze until I got to my destination. I felt very safe and secure with that cowboy hat on... it wHas who i wHas.   12:37pm i have brought too much of sf with me here to cHicago... i have to go back a bit and take care of those ties that hold me down. Not all will go... some of the baggage is necessary... some of it isn't holding me back... but is part of that "cowboy hatt" worn to symbolize wHo I am... wHere I have been .. definin' my very eX.istance... giving me courage to keep moving.. finding my path and to continue with my jouRnies.. 3:34pm just worked out.. woKe my body up.. gonna hop in the sHower in a sec and get dressed for work. am working tomma nite.. new years eVe.. but that is cool cause it will get me outta the house and in a party enviroment.. it will be a great place at pepper to be for new years.. there will be people there that i will want to be with.. that's important for the new years.. everythin you do for that two day celebration is so symbolic. ok.. gonna get wet now

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